shu head cannons

My heart

this story belong to diabolic shu over on tumblr and shu belongs to the company name Rejet.

It wasn't a fascination with him. It wasn't a simple crush. This ran deep, so deep inside you, you discovered an obsession.

Your love for him.

It was strong, burning, powerful.

You'd give this man everything.

And you had.

Your mind, body and soul was in this man's hands. He had your blood, your faith and happiness.

Yet, it wasn't enough for you.

How could you ever make him understand your undying love for him?

Kissing, touching, sex. 'I love you.'

You wanted more.

How was it even possible?

You were scaring yourself and perhaps even Shu had thought the same.

'What can I give you?'

'Hm?' He frowns, 'What do you mean?'

'I want you to know I love you.'

He sighs and stretched out on the bed, 'I know you love me.'

'Mm, no. It's more than love...'

Shu rolls his eyes and ignores your silly claims.

You feel a little broken by his reaction.

******Later******

School was shitty again today. You drag your bag down the corridor as you made your way to your bedroom.

'Ahh..please brother just let me borrow her for a while. I'm so bored...'

You heard Laito's voice inside the room.

A sigh; 'Do whatever.'

That was Shu's voice..why would he agree to share you?!

You burst through the door angry.

'I'm not going with him!' You growl, 'Why would you say yes?!'

Shu looks at you obviously annoyed that you heard and caused this drama.

Laito chuckles as he watches this scene unfold.

'Shu?'

'Calm down..I wasn't really..' He starts, moving to sit up.

'Why would you say that?' You feel warm tears roll down your cheeks.

Shu sighs yet again and gestured for Laito to leave, he looks reluctant but his brother looks so serious.

You move to the bed after you hear the door close after him.

'Why Shu? Do you not love me at all?'

'You're being annoying..Laito was just mess...'

You pushed his chest hard, still so angry, you loved every part of him and it pissed you off that he would easily dismiss you.

'Love me!!!' You yell, still pushing at him.

Shu growls as he catches your arms and holds them out.

'Stupid girl! Do you ever think I would have made you a vampire like me if you were never that important to me?!'

You calm your sobs, he releases your arms; 'But you say such hurtful things to me..'

'Idiot..I never mean..'

'What do I have to do to show you how much I love you? How much you mean to me?!' You cry. 'I don't think you know at all!'

His blue eyes close in anger, why won't you listen to him? He opens them immediately; what was that sound?! Why did you cry out like that?!

He looks at you in horror, panic sets in and he freezes.

You hold out your heart in your hand, blood dripping and soaking the bed around you. An open wound in your chest.

You hold it out to him.

'Here, have it Shu..'