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Tao Xu x GN reader★彡

TW: Depression, Paranoia, Halucinations
(Ik pretty well how to write depression and stuff bc I have it myself but i had to look up most of the things abt Paranoia and Halucinations, I hope I did a kind of well enough job. I've got all my infos from websites so please inform me if something is just COMPLETELY wrong.)
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Tao pov:
I was on my way to my partners house right now, they weren't at school today and didn't answer any of our texts and I am starting to get worried. I remember how Y/N told me once a little about the halucinations they have after they started to itch themselves like crazy. I still remember that day pretty well.

Y/N pov few weeks ago:
I was just laying in bed with my boyfriend when I started to feel weird. It felt like many insects were crawling underneath and on my skin. God for fucks sake just make it stop. I was so focused on the feeling that I didn't even realise that I started to scratch myself, it wasn't until tao stopped me and asked me in a worried voice what is up. I knew that i couldn't keep such a big thing away from him so I guess I do have to tell him this. "I have to confess something to you.."

Tao pov present:
Honestly Y/N's really just stupid if they think I would ever leave them because of something they don't have any control over. I stood infront of the •Family Name• doorsteps and rang the bell.
"Oh hello tao dear, you here to check up on Y/N?" "Miss F/N uhm hello and yes how'd you know? Are they okey, they didn't answer our texts today and that kinda made me worry and-" "Slow down sweetheart, they are upstairs it's been a pretty bad day for Y/N, the halucinations are just getting worse and worse I think it's very good that you came over. Go upstairs and check up on them please." F/N had a pleading look on her face so that already told me how bad it actually is. Without saying another word i jogged up the stairs and first knocked on their door before walking inside. The sight that met me only made me worry even more and also saddened me seeing my darling so shaken up.
"Y/N? Hey it's me tao I-" "Tell him to shut up he is annoying me the whole day already, I don't want to listen to him anymore and those lights are so darn annoying!"
we If I am honest I really don't know what to do, I've never experienced it getting so bad the only thing I was able to do is go over to them and trying my best to calm them down and comfort them.
I hugged them lightly, not to scare them and just calmly talked to them. "It's alright I'm here now shh. I'm so sorry you have to go through this and I am so sorry that I can't help you very much, you really don't deserve this dear. There are no lights and that man you hear is not real don't worry love. Try to focus on something else." "It's alright thank you so much for being there for me and I'm sorry I've worried you guys I promise I didn't want to do that.."
As Y/N started to calm down a bit I just smiled happily because they've finally got a break of all of that.
"You don't have to apologise for anything, I'm just glad to know that now you are feeling a bit better. How about we take a little nap? It's friday anyway and I don't think ya mum will care if I sleep over."
Y/N pov:
Before we fell asleep I heard tao mumbling a quick and quit 'I love you' "I love you more." He kissed my head and fell asleep. Honestly how did I get so lucky with this boy, I am so happy that he is keeping his promise of not leaving me no matter how bad my shit goes down. Tao Xu probably is the love of my life and if he leaves me I don't know what I would do.

DAMN I AM SO SORRY IF THIS IS NOT GOOD AND OR ACCURATE BUT I REALLY DID TRY MY BEST AND RESEARCH WAS NOT THE BEST I'D HAVE TO SAY. I STILL HOPE YOU KINDA LIKED IT HAVE A GREAT REST OF THE NIGHT/DAY!
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