Rocs True Fantasy (Discontinued)

Perfect?

Jordans POV 

i walked away from the house feeling as if i would never go back. I cant deal with my brother sometimes, he only thinks for himself meaning selfish and he's self absorbed. I mean i'm cocky sometimes i have nice clothes and shoes and have both parents around me but im not EXTRA cocky like he is. He believes he's better than everyone and that's not right. He believes he can never make any mistakes when in fact, he makes mistakes all the time he just refuses to accept it. He refuses to accept the fact that he's not perfect

i found myself walking to Shavonna's house, i mean thats the only place i can go right? Trey probably called and told Gena what i said. I love Gena to death but she really does have a big mouth, i can tell her some things but not everything. Gena has been there for me through thick AND thin so i cant just cut her off like that, she knows things that can put me into trouble or make me embarrassed and vice versa 

As i was walking this guy called me over but it was 12 o'clock at night and i was more than scared. 

"AYO GIRL" 

I started to speed walk 

"CRAIG CAN YOU CALL THAT GIRL OVER PLEASE?!"

CRAIGS POV

"Yo dude, deadass stop messing with my friends heads, shavonna couldve been killed in that car thing earlier did you know that?! then what would you say?! her dads a lawyer and her moms a doctor how the HELL are you supposed to explain that to them ? what would you say?! "im sorry i  got your daughter killed for foolishness? i know youre looking out for me but im done my nigga. im done. im sorry man i cant do this anymore"

"I can respect it, i never saw you as a hoodlum anyway. you just made the wrong choice and got caught up with the wrong people. but once a "blood" always a blood and that shit will come back and bite you in the ass. trust and believe. " 

"whatever man im sorry i love you like a brother, i love all my niggas like brothers but..i i..i just cant be apart of this "family" anymore. how the FUCK do we call each other family but we treat each other like shit. The other guys dont even give me respect because im still in school. Im not tryina go to school with Lil Romeo, im NOT going to ICDC college. I'M NOT PERFECT.. but i will not entertain this foolishness you call a gang. im outtie." 

i dapped him and ran up to Jordan. Why was she carrying a duffel bag?

i looked at my watch

why is she even out at 12 o'clock at night?! i know her mom would spazz. especially if she's by herself.

"JORDAN!"

She turned around nervously

"oh..(she calmed down and stopped shaking) hey craig!" she flashed her smile

"whatcha doing out here?!"

"oh im just.."

"running away?"

"nah im just.."

"ive been through that Jordan and it's the wrong choice. please just go home"

"NAH. im good. im good. im just taking a stroll..."

"At 12 AM?!..taking a stroll my ass. whatever man. but please just call me when you get home or to where ever your going. if you dont im kicking SOMEBODIES ASS!"

"what ever. i dont need you or trey looking out for me. yall do too much"

i walked away before i blew up on her. i needa tell trey. asap.

i know what yall are thinking HE A SNITCH HE A SNITCH but what if she got shot? killed? stabbed? kidnapped? we deep in LA...these are the streets you're never supposed to play on. LAPD even advised people with children to not live here.