Bang Chan // imagines

When you cheat on him one week before your wedding // pt 2.

Y/n's p.o.v.

You were running towards the front door of your house, praying to dear God he didn't find anything out. You stopped on the porch and got yourself together before walking in. If he doesn't know anything, you sure as hell are not going to tell him.

You walked through the door and found Chan sitting in front of the kitchen table. He was slowly drinking something you assumed was whiskey. That was strange because he never drank alcohol. You stood there and he was looking right in front of him, spaced out, not even acknowledging your presence. You saw his eyes were red, and deep down you knew he already found everything out, you just didn't want to admit it to yourself.

You approached him "Hey Chan" he just took his drink and sipped slowly, not looking in your direction. "Welcome back Y/n. Where were you the whole night? Do you know how worried I was?" even though you were sure he knew, you still decided to lie "I was with Lisa. I slept at her house, my battery died so I didn't call you. I'm sorry for making you worried."

He chuckled and sipped the last drop of his drink before standing up and looking at you. You saw only a disgusted look on his face "After everything you did, you still have the audacity to lie to me? I know everything, so don't play dumb or try to deny it." your gaze turned to the floor. You couldn't look him in the eye. You knew what you did and you were ready to take consequences for your actions. "Chan I'm sorry. I truly am. I was drunk and I didn't know what I was doing. Please I am begging you to forgive me." he scoffed "Forgive you? You think this is just something that I can get over that easily? Why were you there in the first place?" "I-I just needed to clear my head. I didn't mean to-" "Clear your head? Clear your head from what? You were having second thoughts about the wedding?" "No that's not it. I just-" "Then what Y/n?! Why didn't you tell me if there was something wrong?! Why did you have to go and cheat on me?! Are you feeling better now?" you started crying and you saw his eyes were getting teary too. You could see the pain you caused him "No Chan I am not feeling better because I know what I did. I'm sorry, okay? Please, let's work this out. I love you and-" he didn't let you finish your sentence once again "Stop lying! If you loved me you'd never fvcking cheat on me!" he turned around from you and started crying even harder.

And then you just heard a question that was barely louder than a whisper "Why? What did I ever do to you?" you didn't have time to respond because he turned around and looked at you again. "Look at me while I'm talking to you." you raised your gaze "You know what? I forgive you Y/n, it was probably just a moment of weakness." a stone fell from your heart when you heard that sentence. "Thank you Chan. I promise I will make it up to you-" "I didn't finish yet. I said I forgive you, but that doesn't mean I will ever forget it. Or that I will stay in a relationship with you." you were confused "I respect myself enough to walk away from here, because you didn't respect me enough to stay loyal to me." with that he left the room. You stood there dumbfounded. He came back to the room 2 minutes later with a suitcase in his hand. "I'm leaving. Don't try to contact me again. Whatever we had is over now." "Chan please I-" but he already shut the door. You ran after him but by the time you got out of the house, his car was already on the road, driving away from your house, leaving you standing there all alone, filled with guilt.

Chan's p.o.v.

The moment I left the house tears started falling again. I was driving towards Minho's house because I didn't have the will to explain everything to my sister now. He said that I can stay with him for as long as I need.

While I was driving I was thinking about everything. I started questioning my actions and my words. What did I do wrong? What happened to our relationship? What happened to us? I started feeling guilty, because if I did everything right, she wouldn't go to another man's house. She wouldn't even think about going to the bar.