She Makes Me Weak (Dixison Story)

Chapter 16

Dixie
🚩Trigger Warnings, Abuse, self harm, suicide, offensive terms warnings before it starts.🚩

It had been around 30 minutes when I went to find Addison.  And that's when I had my first heartbreak. I walked upstairs to see Addison making out with fucking Bryce Hall. Why him? Am I not good enough, the one time I open up to someone, they do this.

Fuck me, fuck my life.

"Really Addison?!" I scream, making them jump off of each other.

"Dix-..." She says, trying to hold my hands.

"No! Don't Dix me! I poured my heart out to you! And this is what you do?! With him?! Do I need to remind you what he's known for?! He abuses the girls he dates, he a fucking alcoholic! I thought I finally found someone who loved mebut,apparently not! " I scream, as Bryce jumps back a little and Addison eyes water.

"It's okay Dixie, All She needed was a man, not you and your sad fingers." Bryce replies.

"Bryce.Shut.Up!" I say through my clenched teeth.

"Aww, is the schools heartthrob, hurt? Sex is just better with men, plus Addison is even that hot, she's just another piece of meat. I was gonna fuck her and leave anyways. She not worth fighting for....Dicksea." Bryce says, attempting to leave.

🚩starts after this, please don't read if you  have history. Warnings when it end.🚩

But I punch him as hard as I can.

He stumbles and falls, "What the fuck Dixie?!!" He says. I get on top of him and throw punch after punch.

"Listen here Bryce. Addison is not a piece of meat and nor is any other girl. She is a fucking goddess. She is to sweet and nice for this fucking cruel world we live in.  She is incredibly beautiful and so nice, and she doesn't deserve your hate and disgusting smile. Fuck! She doesn't even deserve me. She doesn't deserve anyone here, you know why? Because no one. No one. Would ever be good enough for her. So shut up and if you ever. Ever. Come near her again, I will make your life a living. Fucking. Hell!" I say and throw one last punch. Knocking him out cold.

I get up and leave. Even after what she did I love her. But why would she want me. Why would anyone want me? I'm fucking worthless and cause too many problems for everyone I ever talk to.

When I get home, of course no one is here. I go upstairs lock myself in the bathroom.

I go under my sink and pull out my blades.

One by one, I leave long cuts along my wrist and watch as the blood trickles down my wrist.

I just want everything to stop. I wanna stop feeling things. Just let me die.

With that last thought, everything goes black.

🏳ends here!!!🏳

Thanks to Pickleass for helping post this chapter! Hope y'all like it!! Also go stream Chase's new song. "All the things I hate about you" !!!!