Desolation. [studxstud]

- five. (Unedited)

  
   Jes.

I waited for days on end and I've never been more weak in my life . My heart wants to fight for Denise but my body is saying stop. It felt like the walls were closing in on me for a battle I won't win. My mind started to wander as I went in and out of consciousness.

Flashback .
Jes pov.

"Leyla I can't do this anymore! My body is tired of the abuse." I yelled at her while snatching off the chain she bought for me.

"But jes , I love you. I just get so upset but I'm working on it.. I promise!" She cried.

I can't do it anymore. I can't even think straight because my mind is everywhere and my heart is scared.

She chuckled a dark sinister chuckle. I felt like a little girl in a room full of clowns.

"So you think you can leave me?" She snarled. "You're not SHIT without me don't you get it? I'm all your dumbass knows and I gave you everything I had."

"Leyla please leave." I pleaded as she started taking off the belt that held up her pants.

"Nah nah , it's time I teach you another lesson. You don't leave until I want you to you stupid bitch." She spat pushing me down.

This always happens. Every single time I try to leave.

"JES,IM HOME!" A faint voice downstairs echoed in the house. My mom walked up the stairs and into my room.

     She gasped in disbelief as she ran up the Leyla grabbing the belt. They fought each other as if it was survival of the fittest as I ran out the room to go get a knife from the kitchen running back up the stairs to find Leyla with a knife to her neck.

   "Ah what did I tell you. If I can't have you NO ONE in this WORLD can Jes." She smirked.

"You wouldn't do it. You wouldn't hurt me like this." I said as tears filled my eyes. I felt the fear my mom felt as if she rolled it in a joint and made me smoke it.

           "Say you're not leaving me. Say you'll never leave me baby." She pressed the knife into her skin.

   "I won't!" I said. "Put the knife down baby please."I begged.

      She chuckled and just like that.. she slit her neck.

   End of flashback.

   Tears fell harder than the January rain in Texas. I'm so tired. So so so tired. This is a ongoing battle that I just can't win no matter how hard I try , a feeling I wouldn't wish on worst enemy. Until I heard the door unlocking. Putting my hands behind my back I played the role.

   "Damn you ain't dead yet?" Leslie chuckled sitting in a chair that was by the door.

I can't STAND this bitch.

     I mugged her with all I had in me.
"Damn you ain't done being ran through yet?" I spat at her.

     She laughed then pulled a gun out of her sweat pants placing it on the floor. "Look I just wanna talk. Woman to woman." She said putting her elbows on her knees.

      "When I found out that you and Denise were talking I couldn't be more sick to my stomach .Getting to see her happy killed me because I was dying inside to know she had real love before I could. Until I met Trish who made my world a better place and you messed it up." She looked down at the floor.

     This bitch is crazier than Leyla! Is she that fucking delusional! Matter of fact these motherfuckers belong together.

            "I didn't kno-" "SHUT THE FUCK AND LET ME TALK!" She stood up pacing.

  "You took the only thing I loved! You had a piece of someone I was so I love with!" She rambled. As she was talking I was scooting towards the gun. The second she turned her back I got it and moved back to the place I was in with my hands behind my back.

      "I'm really sorry." I lied through my teeth.

   "Yeah you're sorry alright. She said getting in my face." A sorry,worthless piece of-" before she could finish I banged my head against hers as she fell back in pain.

     "You stupid b-" I cocked the gun shooting her in the head.

    She laid there lifelessness. One down... one more to go.