Desolation. [studxstud]

Beginning of the end.

Jes.

I woke up blinded by the bright light that was shining over me. My head aches and for some reason my heart felt heavy. Until I remembered what happened last.

Layla shot both of us.

"I love you jes.." I quickly teared up.
I looked on the side of the room to see Leslie staring into space as her leg was shaking rapidly.

"Leslie.. where is Denise?" She looked at me then closed her eyes tightly. I sat up with fear in my heart. Why isn't she saying anything.

I looked at the machines I was connected to screeching in pain. The wound was going to heal quick but it just shot pain all the way to my ass.

"I said where is Denise." I gripped my teeth demanding for answers. My blood was starting to boil as the old me crept in. She shook her head then opened her eyes.

"Aye man l-loo-" I cut her off.

A doctor came in looking at me with puppy dog eyes. I'm not liking the sadness and sympathy I'm getting from them. All I want is Denise to walk in telling me that she wants to go home.

I got up unhooking myself from the machines. If they don't wanna tell me I'll find her myself. Pain shot through my body but I had to make sure Denise was okay. I can't lose anyone else.

I heard doctors and Leslie telling me that I shouldn't be up and that I should be resting but I didn't care. Why isn't she here? Why isn't she close? Why isn't Leslie with her instead

   "Denise!" I said looking in every room I came across.

"Why the fuck isn't anyone telling me where my girl is?" I walk up to nurse.

"Do you know where Denise Lankin is?" She looked at me then looked at Leslie. Leslies eyes went to the ground. Now I'm getting pissed.

"DENISE!" I yelled starting to get irritated.

    Until I walked in a room. I saw her laying there. Lifeless. They were putting the cover over her head as I covered my mouth feeling my heart sink. I couldn't breathe. My hands and body began to shake.

     "No, no, no, no baby come on." I walked over to her getting on my knees next to the bed. Maybe there's some way to bring her back she just can't leave me here like this.

   "Okay babygirl , y-you don't have to go like this." I shook as I put my lips on hers hopefully putting some life back into her now pale skin.

     "NOOOO DENISE." I screamed crying my heart out. Leslie came to me as I turned to her crying.

   "Why didn't you guys save her! WHY ISNT SHE ALIVE! WHAT ARE YOU GUYS DOING!" I yelled out as I was now seeing red.

    The pain was unbearable. It felt as if I've known her for years. As if I've know her since we came out the womb. I'll never feel for anyone how I feel for her.

  Leslie pulled me in wrapping her arms around me tight as we were on the floor crying.

  "Jes you need to stop seriously." Denise laughed loudly.

"That laugh needs to stop." I chuckled throwing another gold fish at her.

   I stared at her admiring her brown eyes and and plump pink lips. I just wanted to kiss her. I wanted to know what she taste like and I don't mean sexually.

   "You have the most beautiful eyes Denise. I think your very beautiful." I looked down but my eyes were on her as I crunched on a goldfish.

"And you need to stop making me blush and do something with this head." She pushed my head then wrapped her arms around me tight laughing. I chuckled then put my hands on her waist.

  Not ever wanting it to end.

   I screamed my heart out. I couldn't do it anymore. I lost the love of my life.. and I will find and KILL who did this. And that's on Denise.. for Denise.