Desolation. [studxstud]

- one.

2 months later.

Jesalena.

When I checked the gold watch on my wrist it read 7:30. I went to my car throwing the brown Louis Vuitton bag in the back walking to the front hopping in slamming the door closed.

Getting in the passenger seat I checked my phone to see if there was a message of some sort.

Nothing.. as always. I reached in my pocket grabbing the keys as I started the car zooming to my destination.

Since Denise died I've been on my shit and I haven't had anyone lately except myself but that is fine with me. I still can't function. I barely eat and I don't feel the need to communicate with anyone.

It's just no one is her. I wake up everyday blaming myself for her death. Blaming myself for her not being here right next to me.

I pulled up to the abandoned building on Main Street making sure to park in the car garage. When I got out the car I popped the truck open looking inside of it. The girl was screaming her lungs out I just couldn't take it.

Pulling the gun out of my pocket I slammed it into her left cheek.

"Shut the fuck up , screaming isn't gonna do shit for you broski." I chuckled as my eyes grew evil.

"I'm gonna make shit easy for you. You tell me where your friend is and I promise I'll let you go." I shrugged leaning on the trunk.

"I don't kno-" I slammed the gun against her face again.

"Again , where is she." I said through gripped teeth.

She chuckled thinking shit was funny. I cocked the gun shooting her left foot.

"Are you fucking crazy!" She screamed in pain.

"As fuck. Now I'm gonna ask you one more time. Where the FUCK is leyla!" I held the gun to her head getting ready to shoot.

"Jes stop!" I heard someone behind me. I turned around slowly.

"Don't kill her love. You know I hate when you do stuff like this." .. It was Denise.

My heart was speechless. I was speechless but still I responded.

"Mama,I-I'm only trying to find who did this to you.. to us." I said trying to hold back the tears.

I couldn't stand it. Knowing she wasn't really there made my insides curl.

"And you will.. just in due time. How your going about this isn't right. I can't Rest In Peace knowing that this is what you've become." I looked down disappointed in myself .

"I love you jesalena." I face palmed myself.
" I love you so much more Denise." As I looked up she was gone.

Why me? Why was it not me instead. I'd do anything to have her back and I mean anything.

I turned around to the unknown person. She looked at me as if I was crazy which is understandable. Taking the gun I hit her again knocking her out successfully then slammed the trunk closed.

When I got back in my car I beat the steering wheel feeling myself give out slowly but surly. My life is the craziest I just can't seem to find peace. Tears started to leave my eyes unsure of what to do next. I'm sorry Denise.

Getting back out the car I open the truck putting the gun to her head as I pull the trigger. Killing the girl that rested in my truck. Taking her by the shirt I pulled her out dropping her body on the floor. The fuck does this bitch eat? Spinach?

I got back in my car zooming off to my next destination.

I parked in the Starbucks as I noticed a blood stain on my shirt. Could today get ANY fucking worse? Lucky me I keep a white t-shirt in the back.

After I changed I walked in pulling my phone out of my pocket. As soon as I start to scroll I bump into a small figure.

"Excuse me love." I looked up from my phone as she smiled walking away to table 5. I looked back at the short person as she sat in the chair softly putting her laptop and drink on the table. She must of caught me staring because she smiled at me.

The girl was cute. She was about 5'1 with black cut hair and a very good sense of style. She kind of reminds me of De-

"You know you could just sit with me." The girl said. My stare was hard because I didn't even notice she was in front of me.

I shrugged then went to order.

"Maybe I don't want to." I told the shorty after I finished.

"Your stare says otherwise." She backed up with her hands up as I rolled my eyes.

She bumped into a table telling the other person she was deeply sorry. I tried not to laugh as I grabbed my order walking out.

- 2 days later at 6:58 pm -

A few days after the incident I haven't really left the house. Lucky me I have enough money stacked to keep me settled for the rest of my life. I know I need to get back out there. She would hate that I'm just sitting here sad and on my ass but I don't want to. I just want to roll over and die...but I do need rillos.

Sighing and grunting loudly I got up heading to the 7/11 down the street. Once I got there I got out in grey sweats with of course my hair ass over my head. When I opened the door I noticed the familiar person standing there.

"You have to be stalking me." I said chuckling.

"I could say the same for youuuuu?" She lended obviously wanting my name.

"Jes." My head was down but my eyes were on hers.

"Well I'm Tari. Nice to meet you Jes." She said walking away to her car. I looked back as she was looking at me as well.

Tari.. hm.