Us forever!

"What have I done!?"

Jd- Y/n I-
I cut him off by kissing him. He put his hands on my waist and held me tightly. We got interrupted by someone coming in, it was Javon. I pulled back and looked at him.
Y/n- Javon I-
J- I knew it!
He stormed of really upset downstairs. I got of Jadens lap and started following Javon. Jaden looked at me confused.
Jd- So there is something between you two?
Y/n- No it's not Jaden I promise.
Jd- Well it doesn't look like it to me..
I just got out of his room. I didn't have time to argue with him about my situation with those two, I needed to go find Javon and talk to him.

I got downstairs and Javon was already on his way outside.
Y/n- Javon where are you going?
J- Please don't follow me y/n. I need some time alone.
I nodded. I was lying. Of course I'll follow him, I wanna talk about this.

He started walk away from the house and I slowly followed him without him noticing. Nothing special happened, he just walked around town, until I didn't saw where I was going and tripped on something and fell into a bush. He immediately turned around and saw me laying there.

J- Y/n what are you doing I told you to not follow me!?
I looked at him. His eyes were red, swollen and teary. Is he crying?
Y/n- Javon are you crying?
He turned around and mumbled a no.
Y/n- You sure?
J- Okay fine. Yes I am crying y/n I thought we had something. WE KISSED! I thought you liked me back but then you kissed my brother.
Y/n- Look Javon I'm really sor-
J- Leave it y/n I don't wanna hear it. I know that you're just lying.
Y/n- Javon just-
J- No y/n I love you!

He didn't say anything else he just stood there and looked at me in the eyes. I saw that tears was starting to form in his eyes again and I felt so bad. I didn't know what to say...I don't know if I love him the same way that he does. I don't even know who I love him or his brother. I felt so bad for him. A tear fell from his eye and rolled down his cheek.
Y/n- Javon please-
He just walked away.

Tears started to form in my eyes too. I feel so bad for him. What have I done!?