Us forever!

What the fuck is wrong with him?

I didn't sleep that night. I was awake, staring at the roof, wondering what Jaden wanted to tell me. It was something in his tone that made me worry about it. It seemed very important. Did I do something wrong? Doesn't he love me anymore? Does he want to...break up..?

*Sunday*
I wondered the whole night until 7 am.
At 7 I got up, put on some clothes and went downstairs. But before I left the room I looked at Jaden. He was deeply asleep. He's so cute when he sleeps. I walked up to him and kissed his head. I mean, if he wants to break up with me then I wanna kiss him as much as I can before it happens.

I went downstairs and sat down on the couch. After a while Jayla came down to me and sat down next to me.
Jay- Morning, how did you sleep?
Y/n- I didn't.
Jay- Oh, why not?
She looked at me really worried. I started to tear up a little.
Y/n- I couldn't. Jaden said last night that he really needed to talk to me about something but he didn't say what it was so I was worried the whole night, wondering about it.
Jay- Oh. Don't worry.
She quickly hugged me and then she got upstairs.

A while later everyone else started to wake up and got downstairs to eat breakfast. I also got into the kitchen to eat with them. I sat down next to Jaden.
Jd- Good morning. He smiled warmly.
Y/n- Good morning. I kissed his lips.
J- Eww do it somewhere else please.
Jay- You're just jealous.

We ate and after we ate me and Jaden got outside for a walk. He took my hand and we started to walk to the ice cream stand.
?- May I take your order please?
Jd- One vanilla and one chocolate please.
?- Cup?
Jd- Yes.
?- There you go.
Jd- Thank you.

We walked away with our ice creams and sat down at a park and started eating them.
Jd- Can I have some of yours?
Y/n- Sure, if I can have some of yours.
Jd- Sure.
I gave him some of mine and he gave me some of his.
Jd- I have a great idea.
Y/n- What's your idea?
Jd- Let's blend them together.
Y/n- Alright. I took my spoon and was about to take some of my vanilla ice cream and put some in his chocolate.
Jd- No no no. Not like that.
Y/n- What do you mean then?
Jd- Let's put some in our mouths and then kiss.
Y/n- You're so smart.
Jd- Ikr. He smirked and I smiled.
We put some ice cream in our mouths and then we kissed.
Y/n- It tasted kinda good ngl.
Jd- Hmm I didn't feel any flavor. Let's do it again.
I laughed and we did it again. When we were done he smiled at me and looked me in the eyes. He has really pretty eyes, I could look at them forever. This boy makes me so happy.
Jd- You're so pretty y/n.
Y/n- You're even prettier Jaden. I kissed him on the lips and we stood up and I took his hand and we started walking back again.

On our way home I asked him something:
Y/n- Jaden, what did you need to tell me?
Jd- He stopped and stood silent.
Y/n- Jaden?
Jd- It was nothing important.
I heart that he was about to panic, what is it he's hiding?
We got home and Jaden immediately ran to his room and locked the door.

Javon came up to me and asked me what had happened.
Y/n- I don't even know myself...
J- Did you say something to him? Or did something happen?
Y/n- I just asked him a question and he didn't answer.
J- What question?
Y/n- Last night he said that he really needed to tell me something but when I asked him what he already was asleep and when I asked him again a while ago he got
J- Y/n...

Jaden came out of his room running up to me and dragged me into his room. His room was dark and he dragged me into his bed.
Y/n- What are you doing Jaden?
Jd- Please hug me y/n!
His voice cracked, he was about to cry.
Y/n- Jaden..
Jd- Just hug me.
He was whispering now. I hugged him and he held me tight. What's happening to him? I don't understand anything.
I sat down on the bed and he laid on my chest breathing heavily while I was playing with his hair. I could feel my shirt getting wet, it was Jadens tears.
Y/n- Jaden, please. If there is something that worries you I want you to tell me what.
He was silent.
Y/n- Jaden please. I wanna help.
Jd- I'm really sorry y/n but you can't help me with this.
Y/n- But can you at least tell me what it is?
Jd- No. I'm sorry.

I started to tear up. With anger. What is he hiding from me? Am I doing something wrong, then what? Doesn't he love me anymore, fine then I'll leave. If there is some family problems then I'll help. I'll do anything I can to help him. I don't want him to suffer.

He fell asleep on my chest and Javon came in.
Y/n- Hey Javon.
J- Y/n, are you crying?
Y/n- No I'm not.
J- How did it go with Jaden?
Y/n- He still doesn't wanna say anything, he just cries.
J- Y/n it's...
Jayla came running into the room.
Jay- Hey y/n can you watch Champ?
Y/n- Yeah sure.
Jay- Thanks. Jayla took Javon, closed the door and walked away before Javon could finish his sentence.

Champ came running into the bed and he laid down on my chest and immediately fell asleep. Amazing, two big babies sleeping on my chest.
I couldn't sleep so I was awake until Jaden also woke up. He turned around and looked at me, then at champ.
Jd- Champ? Whatcha doing here bro? Jaden kissed Champ on his nose, then he looked at me.
Jd- I'm really sorry y/n.
I crossed my arms and Jaden looked at me with an 'I'm sorry' look.
Jd- Don't be mad-
Y/n- How can I not be mad? You're literally hiding something from your girlfriend. I'm really worried, I didn't sleep last night because of that and the only thing you do is cry about it.
Jaden started to tear up.
Y/n- Jaden I didn't mean to-
He turned around and tried really hard not to cry.

Fine. If he's gonna cry about it then cry about it I don't care anymore. I usually love Sundays but this Sunday was shit.