Picka : 30 Days to Love

Euntae-i

I couldn't stop crying. My tears kept falling down as I tried to keep my voice from coming out.

Why now? Why after all the meets and sweet talks, do you suddenly change? You're the one who approached me first. Saying that I'm the brightest, the one that first catches your eyes.

But why after she comes, you change? Saying that she's your type, the one you are most curious about. Going out with her, not even care to tell me. Telling her your secret and problems.

What about me? Only having fun together and forgetting me the next day? With a blink, you don't even try to talk to me anymore. I desperately asking for your company while you keep avoiding me. What do you mean by you never expect me to like you?

Do you have fun playing with my heart? Kept saying that I treat other guys the same. Do you even realise how much I have sacrificed on you to be with you? It pains me so much.

Yeonwoo finally stops sobbing as she steps into the pharmacy, reaching for the hangover reliever. Again, her heart aches again remembering what she saw earlier.

Euntae reached out for Lia and kept staying beside her. Not even a glance at her. Like they're in their own world. And when he finally realised her existence, he only speak up to ask her to buy this hangover reliever. Without even looking at her eyes and only concerned about Lia.

Should I act drunk? Maybe later he will realise I'm here?

Is it a lie about the last time you meet with Lia at late night? After having a movie and drink together with her, you still said nothing happened? Should I trust you or believe what I see with my own eyes, Euntae? 

Everyone can see my feelings. I show them in front of the group, in front of other guys. Do you know how I felt, being thick-skinned, trying hard to claim you as mine in front of others? Acting being still so-called bright and calm Yeonwoo while you're actually kept calling her name?

What is going on? After everything and you said no to date together with me? Why would you say you're being senseless? Why not you just honestly said that you're never interested in me?

Why would you think I would say no to you while I'm the one that kept chasing you? Am I being too clingy? Are you annoyed with me? Am I wrong for thinking of you?

Yeonwoo calmly wipes her tears and finally takes a deep breath before getting into the bar again. She should wait here. Jooyul and Doha had told her to stay so that they could help her find her way to them.

Again, she regretted her decision to stand still waiting for them to pick her up instead of going back home. If she does, she might never need to see them. Forgetting her again. Well, she should be used to this. This is not the first time.

Yeonwoo smiled bitterly. I guess Euntae is just kind to everyone. Maybe he never thought of me differently.  I am just another member of the group. I see. He has made his choice.

She smiled bitterly at the group chat. He's gonna take her home? Well, it's not his first time. Seeing everyone around him with their partner, she really should go back home quickly. She then, replied to the chat group, telling Euntae to with Lia, agreeing with Jooyul to not overworked himself. Trying to hide her dissapointment.

I guessed this should be enough. I should not disturb and kept annoying him, right?