The Hero's Assassin.

The Darkness of Memory

I woke up, its morning.
the sky is blue & cars going on the road , the news is on & it looks pretty sunny outside today.
im feeling horrible after what happened yesterday, after all its my fault.
i got up & went to the bathroom , & started the shower.
never realized maybe i need to trim my hair.. its short but too long.
i had a boy haircut but the back was getting too long so maybe that will be a nice thing to do today.
i hopped in the shower..
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10 minutes later
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"laaaa laaaa laaa , sun day to the sun down.. i will love you forever & ever!" singing in joy of what life felt like.. until all of a sudden
*thump*
its dark.. black.. why can't i wake up? is this a dream. where am i ? i can't feel anything on my body.
is it him again?
i hope not.. this is annoying. but in the matter of seconds i wake up, the shower is still on. i can feel the water on my skin again.
i run out of the shower , i turned it off & took my towel then went to my bedroom.
i jumped on my bed holding the towel gently. why does this happen to me..
why am i .. his?
he makes me feel so lost. I love him don't I? so i guess this is fine... letting him win always.
He has his ways.
After all of that happened , i went to my kitchen grabbed coffee & looked at my phone...
"come by right now, no excuses."
a text message from ... him.
i knew i had to go to my job today, but seriously right this moment! i believe drinking my coffee is way much more serious than that. though i am afraid if i show up late, im never late on any occasion.
whatever.. i might as well just go.
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this should do the job? it looks perfect to me..
i put on the suit & all black , its not my style but it's definitely sir's style.
after i had gotten into my work uniform i headed straight to work, of course with on going traffic.
damn it ! i will be late.. its been 30 minutes since his last text.. when will the cars hurry up already.
just move !
since im on my motorcycle its boring & also difficult. thats it ! im just gonna go i dont care , i know im protected always.
i drove in the middle of cars in the lane , just going down the highway. i don't care if im stopped, i have my weapon on me so it shouldn't matter at all.
AT LAST ! im finally here, i got off my motorcycle, put my helmet away & headed straight on in.
"miss.."
"excuse me, miss?"
"oh.. im so sorry.." its rowan infront of me "rowan how are you ?" i softly say.. as im confused, what just happened? something happened.
darkness .. my head spinning... i can sense.. unkown.
" doing alright, anyways you are late! sir is definitely not happy but head to the HD & a meeting will be held soon. here is the documentd you should have & review before the meeting. Also we have the newest & brightest team in training combat.
i don't wanna be the one to tell you, but all im gonna say this mission should be exciting! i will see you in this alright"
"yep, thanks rowan i will see you in there."
i take the papers from him & walk to my desk, since im very well trained i got promoted.
i barely go on missions & all i do is paperwork & spying & getting information on the rivals.
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memory flashback... 8 years ago..
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"take this now.. TAKE IT! dont you dare refuse.. you will be unkown JUST like your parents & your family."
i nodded , taking a strange pill.. after i took the pill i fell.. & my eyes were wanting to shut. i tried to fight it but i couldn't.. gone.
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it was several hours later & i had woken up, after i collapsed i don't remember what happened.
all i know is im on a hospital bed & my leg is wrapped. how come?
a doctor! they should tell me what happened right?
i saw a few people walk by " hey you!" the girl stops & stares into my room "yes you! come here for a second please!" i begged.
"miss, im not allowed to"
"what happened to me, im in a hospital ? i was just fine wasn't i? my leg.. who? why?" i said cutting her off on what she was gonna say.
"miss.. its hard to explain.." nervous... she seemed frightened. the way she spoke to me.
"please.. why.. why can't i remember my name?"
i wanted to cry.. i couldn't.. i didn't feel like i had a heart of my own anymore.
"how about.. i tell you a few things though you are not allowed to tell anyone else.. if you do.
unkown."
"unkown? what is that?" i questioned.
"its when someone is no longer on the face of earth.. at-least thats all i know! i've never gotten into the logistics of it"
hmm... gone? like disappearing into nowhere. or dead?
"tell me everything you know doctor, take my life if i tell anyone. i want to know why i can't remember, why im here.. is my leg hurt?"
"alright, miss.. your name is Haley, though the organization might tell you to have a different name. depending on how much you remember.
for a while we saw you training as an assassin so we took you into our hands.
meaning that you will have no say in what to do whatsoever. we allow you to live a regular life, but when a mission is called you come to DOHQ.
we placed a device inside your leg to make sure you don't escape.
we need you here.. we provide everything you need. a home, car, food. much more.
you will always be protected when working with us. we help take down people who are our enemies."
after the doctor explained to me why im here.. it makes sense. they basically kidnapped me to work for them? & i have no choice.
my life before.. no.. i can't remember. wait didn't she say i was an assassin before, that means this make sense a little bit of a reason to catch me.
also i go by the name haley, sounds very strange but cool i guess.
"what do you need to know before i go miss haley? the doctor questioned.
"i will do this." the words came out my mouth the doctor was quite surprised.
"the only reason i will do this because i can't return to who i was, but im thankful to start this chapter. even though it might be a bad start, i have a feeling i should do this for someone.. i don't know who though.
please.." i looked up at her smiling " answer this one question, will i ever be free?"
she looked saddned. as she knew i had to choice, i could see tears nearly coming from her eyes.
she turned around.. looking at the door & heading for it. "there is a way, the way we programmed you is the way to get out. if you succeed the mission you are assigned to do, you may leave on sir's behalf. if not, cut the knife, not to deep but just where the bone is. pull it out & the bird shall fly away.. also.. You do not know who you are alright... anyways farewell my friend." she then left the room..
i looked down at my leg wanting to unwrap the bandages, take the IV out & see what she meant.

All of a sudden i feel this weird headache.. ow.. i feel so sleepy, i look at my IV & something blue is going in me, my eyes opened in shock.
try.. try.. KEEP THEM OPENED. do not close...
*asleep haley was.. preparing for a new life*