Like We Used To | J.JK

Chapter 16

''why is he here?'' she asked his son with a widened eyes ''you know too well Hoseok, that creature is should not be here, no he should never be here.'' Hoseok combed his hair with his fingers in frustration, is it his asshole day today? ''is this all you got?, what you'll just let that guy take things from you?!'' he sighed ''Mom, he will not be able to get anything--'' his mother let out a sarcastic chuckle ''then why he have y/n huh?'' Hoseok closed his eyes, looking down. ''you're such a waste, a garbage and waste of my everything.'' his mother let out ''do something, don't just used your mouth, use your brain, make thing happen.'' she let out like almost spitting her words on her own son's face. She took her bag before leaving him in the office, Hoseok sighed and he only hated you both more than he could ever know.

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''I'll go ahead now then.'' he said standing in front of you, while you stand in front of your house, ''take care.'' he smiled but deep inside he's little bit disappointed that you didn't invite him in, truth is you want to but words just don't come out from your mouth, you smiled back at him and he turned his back to leave, took a step and you felt your heart beats a million faster that it used to, you closed your eyes ''you can come in for some coffee.'' you let out and he turned his back smiling before entering the house. Jimin who is watching you both from upstairs, chuckled ''these two, really.''' he shook his head with a smile before entering his room, giving you guys a time together. 

''come in.'' you said after entering the house ''I'll go and get you some coffee.'' you let out smiling before leaving him, he took a seat on the couch, patiently waiting for you and after a minute you came with two mugs, he stand up and helped you. Everything is awkward when you both seat on the couch, beside each other. ''uhm, should we watch some movie?'' you asked and Jungkook nodded ''sure, sure.'' he says he feels awkward too, and he too don't why. The movie plays, no one utters a word,  ''Uhm-'' both of you said at the same time, ''you go first-'' both of you said at the same time again and this time you let out a chuckle, making him rubbed the back of his neck. ''I just want to  ask if you're free this weekend.'' he said ''yea, do you have another gig?'' he shook his head ''I want to take you for a date, this saturday.'' he let out hella nervous ''oh, okay sure.'' he smiled ''Saturday then, I'll pick you up.'' he says and the awkward air suddenly disappeared, you nodded your head before watching the movie again with. An hour has passed and when he was about to say something, your head fell on his shoulder, you just  felt asleep. He let out a soft chuckle, letting you sleep on his shoulder, his eyes on you and he felt his heart beats, while staring at you, he leaned in and at that moment his heart stops when you opened your eyes, he was surprised and you know what he is about to do, but then you just closed your eyes, feeling your heartbeat louder. He smiled before leaning in and putting his lips on yours. (OH MY GOSSH< I THINK I CAN"T WRITE ANYMORE LOL)

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You smiled looking at the mirror, you took your bag ready for the date. He says, he'll pick you up, so he's probably here now, you smiled again when you saw a message from him, but it is isn't the message you are expecting.

'I'm sorry, y/n, but I don't think I can make it.'

That's it no further explanation and your mood drops before going back in your room again.

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Jungkook wiped his tears after sending you his message, he threw his phone before he lied on the bed. 

''You are the one, who almost killed her in the past Jungkook, remember that.''

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