Many visitors have come and gone in the 2 months that I've been here. So have patients, dying or getting better. My visitor round is the usual ; Wren, Reagan, Dad, Abel and sometimes Levi. I don't even know why Wren and Reagan let Levi OR Abel come, they both know i don't want anything to do with them.
When Levi first came, i could hear him freaking out.
"Cather? This is all my fault. I should've never done that to you"( you think?) "I've made a big horrible mistake. I know you never want to see me again, but i still love you. with all of my heart. I know Abel and you have a past and have been hanging out together," (uh no we haven't) " But in my mind you are still mine,"
At this point I really want to wake up and tell him that i never was anybodies, but, in my situation, i can't.
When Abel first came he started crying. His grandma had passed away and i remember him telling me, she was all tubed and she looked so quiet and peaceful. I guess that's how i looked now.
"Cather, I am so sorry. I never want anything bad to happen to you; ever. You know that. Breaking up over some girl who i thought was my world was the worst mistake i have ever made. Just wake up Cather, I need to hear your voice again,"
I've also been caught up in all of the latest drama. Even though Wren knows i don't want to hear it, she tells me anyways.
"Courtney's being a slut, as usual.
Reagan has a boyfriend. His name is Kyle and he's pretty cool..." she keeps on rambling and rambling until one sentence catches my attention.
"Levi has a girlfriend."
