LOVE BUG

Chapter 3: Cons of Getting Bitten by the Bug

Chapter 3:Cons of Getting Bitten by the bug

I couldn't believe myself! This morning at my first subject which is Math...i kept smiling without me noticing. Then the teacher got pissed of at everyone and i don't know the reason cause my mind's floating in the air. Mr. Johannson, our Math teacher saw me smiling and i got scolded 'cause i smiled like a freak while everyone is pissed.

Then at second subject i still wasn't myself... I slept that whole subject through and when i woke up Mrs. Santos told me to get out and return when i am ready to be in her class. I totally said sorry to her and that was rude of me but i can't help myself. It's just that...i didn't get enough sleep again and what i'm dreaming is really good. You wouldn't believe it but i dream of him...his face up close. His eyes in my dreams are a color of dark brown and it makes me crave for chocolates. His eyes, there's something sad and sharp about them. And for a while i thought to myself that i want to bring happiness to those chocolate brown eyes.

Then reality hit me. "Who am i? I'm no one to him so how can i do that??" i told myself in my thoughts.

Warning: Wandering in your thoughts while walking is dangerous! There's a big possibility that you'll trip. Believe me! I just did. When i was about to stand up, a hand was stretched out to me...i took it quickly so no one will notice that i'm a stupid and clumsy person but nothing goes as we want it to, right??? "Heave!"the guy said."Simon! Oh thank you for helping me out.....again"i said feeling awkward and sorry about myself. "No biggie!"he smiled and i can't think straight cause he still holds my hand. Good thing while we were walking i saw Brittany and i got some excuse to let go.

Simon's unbelievably handsome. He's someone you'll definitely pray to be your prom date...and by our few acquaintances, i can say that he's a gentleman but i don't feel like how i feel when i see Ryugi.

Ryugi makes me go out of my mind and i know he doesn't know and he doesn't care. I always think of him and i'm building poison inside my mind...i'm hoping. I know that liking someone feels beautiful and like you're always on cloud 9 when you see him but it also feels like an endless fall. As for me, i can feel the irony of things.

I don't want to build false hopes for myself. I know that the more i feel this way and hope for a chance...i will only get hurt. It's like when you climb a mountain. The higher you climb, the more tragic the fall will be. And i don't want to fall like that for i know that he wouldn't be there to catch me.

So this chappie is really short. Remember about my author's note that says this is from my imagination...now i'm starting to realize that this is from my memories. Sometimes when things doesn't go the way you want it to..you write so that even in your writings you can steer your life's story whatever direction you want it to go.
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-honeycupcake15