Lifeline (Fate Series #5)

Prologue

Xander Kaillen

Ang pangarap ko lang noon ay maging isang sikat at tanyag na aktor, pero nung nagsimula na ang buhay kolehiyo ko, nagbago na ang gusto ko maging,

Doktor.

'Yan ang gusto ko, kapag tinatanong ako bakit Doktor ang gusto kong kunin na kurso, ang sinasabi ko lang ay,

Being a Doctor is an honorable job, that's what i want not just because i came from a family of doctors, i wanted to help and heal my fellow peoples, i just can't stand here wait someone to come when i can help them, some doctors used their jobs to help and some used it for only money.

I was just a Doctor who wants and be an inspiration to someone to live, i wanted to help peoples to live, i wanted them to be healed.

Until i met him, My Lifeline.

Adriel Max, he was my patient here at Sy General Hospital.

He was first admitted here 4 years ago, I wasn't his doctor, pero dahil si Doc. Villafuerte ay wala noon, ako ang nag-check sa kanya, he was unconscious that time, and sabi ng mga kaibigan niya they're eating at a restaurant he offered to take the utensils but he collapsed.

After I checked him, he has a Congenital Heart Disease.

After what happened to him, I advised to check him up every weekends, we became friends for almost a year, hanggang sa ma-develope ko na i had feelings for him.

Sinubukan kong pigilan ang nararamdaman ko para sakanya pero hindi ko kaya, it was his 21st birthday, i confessed to him, nung una hindi siya makapaniwala dahil ang akala niya those sweet gestures and words of affirmation i always give to him, akala niya walang meaning 'yun.

"I like you too, Doc kaso eh... alam mo na... mamata-."

"Hindi, i will make sure you'll lived and healed, i will treat you, ako ang gagamot sa'yo"

I remembered what he said that night, he said that he likes me too, I'm indeed the happiest that night.

Adi and I we're together for 3 years and a month.

All i want is Adriel to live and to stay with me, but how can that happen when he was the first one to give up, he wanted to die painlessly with a use of Lethal Injection of Barbiturate.

He wanted to end his pain, he wanted to rest, his last favor was for me to inject it to him, but I can't, I'm a doctor but I can't see him die in front of me.

I was used to see some of our patients die, but if it was him, I just can't.

Hindi ko kayang gumising sa umaga na hindi ako excited makita siya, hindi ko kayang matulog ng walang good night lullaby song na galing sakanya, I can't see myself without him.

I am nothing without him, I even can't stand a day without seeing him, without his smiles, lame jokes, his loud laugh a music to my ears.

I can't lose him, not today, not tomorrow and never ever. because i would die if my lifeline dies too.

He'll stay here we'll build our house, adopt a child and 2 cats and 3 dogs. We'll be spending our times together, like shopping, travelling even mountain climbing, so he can't leave me here, hindi ako papayag.

Kung aalis siya isasama niya ako.

He's my lifeline, I can't live without him.

I can save other peoples lives, so i can save him too, i can.

And I will do everything just to save him and let him live.

God knows how i begged to him every day and night. From time to time my feelings for Adi got deeper, I can't say i only love him and he loves me too.

He is my everything, my sunshine, my best friend, my best buddy, my patient and he's soon to be my husband.

I'll marry him, siya ang pipiliin sa araw-araw, mamahalin habang-buhay at sa susunod pang habang-buhay. tinatangi araw-gabi. Sinisinta kailanman.

So to My Adriel, please fight for your life, for us and for your friends. You can be tired but you can't give up, you can rest and fight again.

My love, you are my bravest.