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Please Don't Let Go [W.M]

Trigger warning (mourn/loss)

Wanda's Pov

It's been a year now since Y/N has vanished, I've tried to keep myself going but it's just so hard when he was the only thing...the only thing keeping me alive. The doctors say it was damaged nerve or something like that, but when he woke up he wasn't my Y/N. He left and wasn't coming back, there was nothing I could do.

It's for the best...but is it really? I wonder if I made the right decision that night on not chasing after him.

I remember it clearly like it was yesterday even.
I got the call and all I could think and do was rush to him, and I hate myself every day for not making it on time. I could've healed him stopped it from happening.

I was sat on the sofa watching a show that me and my brother used to watch growing up, god I missed him. I'm glad I found Y/N he helped me through the loss of Pietro. At first I just found comfort in his words and reassurance but then it made me realize that I wanted him...his way of expressing his love and showing support even if he didn't fully understand made me fall absolutely in love with him.

The show was soon coming to an end when I got that damn call, part of me wishes I didn't answer and just keep wondering and hoping that he was still out there and he'll be back soon. Only if.

My phone in my pocket began to ring, pausing the television as I stand and answer the call. "Hello. Is this Wanda Maximoff?" The unknown caller asked.

So I replied back, "yes this is she. Can-can I help you?" Stuttering a little saying the last few words I don't know what it is but I had this feeling, that something was wrong.

The woman spoke up once again sounding almost, was that a sound of hurt in her voice? "We have your friend down here with us." I sigh thinking it was just stupid Y/N trying to do something illegal and got caught again.

And this was nothing new, as sweet as he was he could be a troublemaker a lot of the times...around two wait no. Six times a week he would get into something he's not supposed to. Wanda was an Avenger and he the devilish twenty three year old.

Such a child he can be, Wanda thought back to the good memories but was quickly brought back to reality when she remembered she was on a call.

"Let me guess...he broke into the art and wax museum again?" She chuckled to herself while she held the phone against her ear using her shoulder pouring herself a glass of water.

The line went silent for a moment as the lady held up the courage to speak more clearly sucking in a breath, "Y/N...your friend, has been hospitalized miss." It's like time stopped, my glass falling from my grasp shattering on the floor.

Everything started moving in slow motion. I watched as the glass moved closer and closer to the ground, almost cutting my foot.

"Wha-what?" Tears forming in my eyes, this couldn't be true could it? He was always so careful it couldn't possibly be her Y/N.

"I'm looking at his file right now you are put down as his emergency contact is that correct?" I couldn't speak. Who would be able to in this moment?

"Where is he." My emotions soon changed from sadness to pure venom. I felt bad for sounding rude but this was my best friend, love, and life all in one we were talking about. I had no time for small talk I needed to see him and now.

She typed something into the computer still on the line "he's safe don't worry, we have everything in place your boyfriend is in good hands here." I scoff on the other end of the line 'doubt it very much.' "He has his room now, you're welcome to visit now or when you like." 'When I LIKE?'

Is she serious right now. The more she speaks the more I want to rip her apart, just fucking tell me where he is no formalities.

Nothing more was said from the woman who was clearly happy he was about to die. She knew Wanda she also was aware she was an Avenger and that Y/N was her weak spot, that was her plan after all. Leading her right into a trap that she was not aware of.

Since the little bitch wouldn't speak up I warped her mind and was now seeing what she was... 'okay okay Wanda let's just find the address and get the hell out of this body.' I stood from the chair she sat in. Gross the desk was a mess, Wanda didn't mind a little mess but when Y/N came around she changed and started to see what he did in the world.

It was refreshing seeing a new perspective on life, I guess that's what love does. It makes you change for the people you love and it's not even intentional.

I begin walking around looking outside where a sign stood *hospital name and address* there! As I found the sign I quickly zoned back to myself leaving the body to drop on the floor, okay sooo she wasn't supposed to do that because it makes the brain instantly turn off and takes a few minutes to regain its consciousness. Which was good for our red head.

I flew out the door with red whisp leaving my hands and surrounding my body as I brought myself to where they were keeping him.

I swear to god if anyone touches him they're dead. And I mean it, put me in prison for all I care when you love someone you don't care. You'd fight to death for them even if it meant sacrificing your life.

Though she had high hopes to defeat them and stop them from altering his mind she was surrounded by many others working for Hydra she presumed.

Blasting one into the wall watching as his back hit the wall leaving him fall to his knees. "I'm warning you stay away!" I yelled, I couldn't deny I was fearful right now but I couldn't let them know that I can do this all day. Just like Steve.

"You're too late, he's gone now." The man chuckles wickedly, wiping the remaining blood leaving his mouth.

He was wrong, Y/N could fight through this I know whatever it was they were doing to him he can fight this...he will fight this. They're love and connection is too strong for it to just be washed away by the damaged nerved they caused him, anything injected into his body he usually rejects and fights against it so nothing will change. Right?

While Wanda was distracted a man came up behind her waking her on the head with a metal making her fall to the ground. Her eyes still open slightly squinting as she saw a man standing over her body he then kneeled down to her level brushing a strand out of her face.

She adjusted her eyes noticing the man's smile was that, "Y/N....." I weakly spoke coughing as doing so. "I thought I lost you."

"Didn't you hear what I said?" Leaning off the wall he walks to me as I sit up leaning my back on the desk behind me. "He's gone, he-" the guy with dark black hair points towards Y/N, "is gone, for good your cute little boy toy is gone and not returning"

Panic reaching my features, my chest raising and falling quickly. "No." I whisper under my breath a tear rolling down my cheek.

After that he left and didn't return

"I miss his stupid face." I closed my eyes with tears rolling down my cheeks, holding an old photograph of me and him. Tracing my finger over his face, and that was the last time, it was the end of the road for us.

Months after the incident I found out he gotten himself killed on a mission for them, Wanda could never forgive herself for letting him go. She could've fought for him, but she didn't...she gave up and lost hope and now he was resting finally at peace.

The peace she'll never get or deserve.

A/N ~

Kinda of a short one just a filler chapter hope you liked it, tell me if you have any suggestions for other one shots. And as always have a goodnight