The beginning and the end

Part 5:

My baby jumped onto me and hugged me.

"Mommy! I missed u! I miss you u so much I fought they took you"

He nuzzled his head into my neck and I lightly brushed my fingers through his hair. He shivered and started to giggle.

"Does that tickle baby?" "Yesh hehheheh tickwes"

I started to play with his hair. It was pretty long and greasy, but it looked good on him. He just needed a bath.

I looked down to ask him about a bath, but I saw that he had fallen asleep on my shoulders.

Slight snores started to sound and I couldn't help but coo at him.

I stood up and turned around placing him gently on the bed. I made sure he was wouldn't  fall off and tucked him in.

'How'd it come to this? How'd you end up here baby? And what's your name?'

🪩time skip🪩

I woke up to crying. Which I thought was weird. My baby was usually happy in the morning.

I sat up and ran over to the bed. "Baby what's wrong? Tell mommy so I can help you bud."

He made grabby hands to me and I hugged him while placing him in my lap.

That's when I felt it, then smelt it. The poor guy had an accident.

"Pease no be mad mama! I no mean to! Was acci- acden!" (Accident)

"Hey baby shhhhh, it's ok darling. Mommy knows you didn't mean to. You're not in trouble, let's just get you cleaned up."

I walked him over to the changing mat that laid out beside his bed. I took off his pj pants first and then his top which had stuff on it too.

I lifted the shirt over his arms then look back down and saw the scarring left from his arm. I softly ran my hand over it.

It was like a story a work of abstract art. Telling how strong he is and how much he's been through. He had plenty of scars over his body and I ran my fingers over them delicately.

I got to his underwear and started to take those off. "Ehhhmmmm" I look up to see my baby trying to hide his face.

"Hey baby what's wrong?" "I wear diaper now?"

"Yea baby I'm gonna put a diaper on you. Is that ok?" He went bright red but muttered out a small "yes"

I took off his underwear, wiped him down and started to powder him up. I grabbed the diaper and slipped it under him and taped it up.

"Alright baby, almost done let's get you some clothes!"

I went to his dresser and pulled out a white onesie and dinosaur pajama pants.

Baby clapped at the outfit so I slipped it on him.

"Alright baby now what do you wanna do?"

"Ummm" he started to blush and hide his face. "I hungwy"

"That's ok baby let's go get you a snack, yea?"