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shibusawa x insecure fem reader ( fluff )

( spelling mistakes are due to my laziness. )

Its been a long day of working with stuff you enjoy. It was filled with incredulous activities that forced you to move.Though, it was hard and you were so so tired and you didn't have such a good day. It was actually nerve wracking and youve been thinking about something someone has said just few weeks ago. It was an insult that made you growl in frustration.  It just made you wanna give up. Your body.. was it good enough? God. Eh.. when can you get a break?

As you walked clumsily to your house door. Your hand reached for your pocket...

lint.. pennies.. dollar bill... Something then sharp.

Your one and only key. You grabbed it now unlocking the door taking off your shoes in a fine way. You didn't bother telling your boyfriend that you were home, as you were tired and he always knew whenever you were home or not. Its not like he was home to say hello.

You sighed. Hot air from your mouth brushing your bottom lip ever so slightly. You put your bag away, now feeling your moist socks touch the shiny, cold clean ground. Approaching your room, you twisted the knob.

Locked.

You groaned and kept twisting it. WHAT WAS WRONG??!??! This is incredibly upsetting. Everything leading to this with nobody to vent to was your breaking point. Your attempts became more rapid and futile to the knob.

Feeling hot tears in your eyes your free hand held the door softly and you fell to your knees.

Why. You just wanted to Fucking open a door..???!?! Who the fuck would lock my door..?

You whined and whimpered,,

"How could anybody love me, I can't even maintain a good image, just like she said! I'm pathe-"

"Y/N."

You choked .

The sooth graze of words that slipped from the tounge. It was VERY familiar..

"H--ha.. HAHA!! AH- EHH.."

You said trying to bye it off, turning your head up to.. Him.

"Just.. Uh.."

"So that's whats wrong with you."

His hair was up and he was wearing a black turtle neck and a grey pair of sweatpants. He was home? Ah.

He grabbed your arm gently, pulling you up.. Oh how you missed his touch. He has been gone for so many fucking weeks. You've been suspecting he left you for somebody else.

He pulled your close then making his fingers angle up your jawline forcing you to look up at him. Not that it was aggressive but so seductive, how could you not embrace the moment..? And if course after your boy toy was gone for SOOO long.

"Id rather you not finish that . You aren't. You're the strongest and prettiest women I've met in my life. Afterall, youre my significant other,, of course you are."

Shibusawa wasn't the sweetest guy from when you first met him. He barley got to know you and always called you pathetic... This was so different.

Shibusawa had his arm over your back and a pretty hard grip that he single handely kept you up with. He knew you were more.. jello than usual. 🍮

"Shibusawa.."

You said straining as you fell into his chest, crying.

He held you tight and soon enough, onto your bed.

What the fuck ? HOW THE FUCK?

You stopped crying, sitting up. Looking at Shibusawa who was bent over at your bed looking at you, holding your leg.

THEN YELLED,

" IT WAS OPEN?"

You yelped dramatically and just started crying again, falling to your back kicking your legs.

Shibusawa smiled softly with amusement at your cute clumsiness. He  knew you weren't dumb. You just were clumsy and misunderstood in a point. But! There are moments where you are absolutely unbearable.  But he loves you for that. You have plenty of potential .

He then sat on your bed.

"Calm down, Y/N.. You are still so very hard to keep between my fingertips,"

You whined silently gripping the hand that laid on your thigh. The hand dominated yours automatically, going on top of your own hand. He clenched it whole.

"I thought she left you alone?"

"That was months ago; She vanished and more just came."

"Their names?"

"You can't kill or threaten them, Shibusawa."

"Why not~?" His deep voice went along smoothly as he cooed. Making you shiver.

"Thats not right.  I'm fine, I can protect myself." You said, moaning like an edgy teen.

"Thats not the problem, and you know that I myself, know that incredibly well."

You sat up and hugged him from behind. Digging your chin into his shoulder.

"..Why are you with me?"

Shibusawa turned slowly, setting you down against the mattress. He held your whole back into his arms

"Must I say it?"

"You.. Don't have to. I just, want to know why..? You have better people you co-"

You yelped feeling his lips dress your belly.

"I worship every part of your body. You keep me entertained and longing. I've never felt such things.."

He kept kissing you, saying his word very sincerely. Shibu's tone was almost now hungry. You giggled and started to blush and squirm.

He stopped at the middle of your chest. Now soon his head looked to you slowly. His red soft eyes looked just of a cute dog even though his expression didn't exaggerate anything of much begging.

His arms weren't as strong but you knew when it came to you his strength peaked. He held you like it was the last thing he would ever touch. It makes you cry to see how lucky you are. Sometimes he says no matter how much ' bad ' your body can be it can only be more for him. The simpler things is just even more to love..

A small smile crept on his face. He approached your face ultimately giving you the half ass satisfaction of a quick peck. Ugh, what a fucking tease!! This brat.

Even then, you appreciated this so much,

".. How was your trip with Fyodor?"

"Fine . There were a lot of annoying people in that side of Yokohama, but the big event is soon to come soon.." Shibu chuckled,

"I'm glad, you seem to be working well.. How come you don't tell me what you do though?"

"Ah, my dear Y/N you know I'm not allowed. Besides, I just want to focus on you now."

"Mnn." Saying satisfied.

The rest of the night you laid in each other's embrace.

Curious.