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Chapter 7 New Beginning

Hello people sorry for not updating at my usual time I got distracted with homework and friends so I didn't upload but here's the new chapter hope you enjoy toodles

X Kelli

 Marissa's P.O.V.

We got back to my house and I didn't cry once because Chloe wouldn't like it if I cried. We walked in the door and already I knew this would be the last time here even though we moved here like 2 days ago I will miss this place. "Okay since i'm going with you guys that means we need to pack everything up. Okay?" I told them.

"Yes so Marissa you and Niall get your room, Zayn and Harry you get the bathroom, and Louis and I will get Chloe's room" Liam told us. "Okay let's get moving. Go!" We all ran to were we needed to go  Niall and I headed to my room. "Niall you pack everything else while i'll pack my clothes got it" I said to him.

"Sir yes sir" he stated giving me a salute. I laughed at his weirdness and started into my closet to grab my clothes and pack them. I didn't have much since I haven't gone shopping in like forever and all these clothes Chloe gave me. Oh Chloe I miss you. You were the only one that cared about me and helped me through all my lessons and stuff. Niall must of saw my looking face and asked, "love are you alright.

"Yeah i'm fine I just miss her" I told him getting teary eyed. Niall came over to me and engulfed me in a Horan hug. It felt nice even though I met Niall a like two days ago I trusted him not enough to tell him about my past yet, but enough that I felt safe. "We should finish packing" I told him. He nodded his head and went back to packing my things. I walked to my closet and grabbed my clothes and put them in my suitcase. About an hour later we had everything packed and loaded in the car.  I looked one last time at the place I called my home for two days then walked out the door.I went outside and saw the boys waiting. This is it, this is the start of my new life with these idiots. I smiled at the thought that i'm gonna be with people who care about me and it made me happy. "You ready" Niall asked me. I nodded and got in the car. I started to doze off and leaned on the window and fell asleep.

-Dream-

I was ten I was in my room my parents were out so I relaxed. I looked in the mirror and cried seeing all my bruises. My parents were out so I was fine until I heard the door open and slam shut. No, no, no ,no they can't be home already. I ran into my closet right be before my bedroom door opened. "Marissa! Where are you" my father screamed. I was so scared I started shaking and almost crying. My dad opened the door I could smell the alcohol coming from him. "Get up and get out here"  my father told me. I got up and walked out not saying a thing. "You know your not supposed to hide Marissa" my father said to me. I nodded not being able to say anything. He looked at me with hunger in his eyes. He backed me against the wall and slapped me. He started taking his shirt off and unbuckling his pants I knew what was coming and I was right. He came and ripped my shirt off and pulled my skirt off and throwing me on the bed. I was so scared I started to feel dizzy. He came at me put something knocked my door down and a police officer came in and pushed my dad against the wall. Another came in and came to me to see if I was okay. I wasn't paying attention and I was still feeling dizzy then I heard my dad say something that had scared me so much I blacked out. "I will find you Marissa and I will kill you and whoever your with" my father said then I blacked out and didn't wake up just stayed in blackness for 7 years.

-End of dream-

I woke up suddenly and hit my head against the roof of the car. "Oww" I said rubbing my head.

"Marissa are you okay you seemed like you were having a bad dream' Niall said to me with a worry look on his face.

"I'm fine just a bad dream nothing to worry about" I told him putting a fake smile on my face. He nodded his head and I looked out the window. "Wow everything is so pretty and alive" I said.

"Well yeah it's London your acting like you've never seen London" Harry said.

"Well it's been awhile to actully be outside I was never really allowed to leave" I told them then relized what I said and covered my mouth.

"What do you mean Marissa it sounds like you stayed in a room and wasn't let out" Liam said.

"Well yes actully for a year I was stuck in a room because I had to learn things and I wasn't allowed out only a doctor and Chloe were allowed to see me and people who gave me my food" I told them. I didn't know why I was telling them but I could tell them some things and leave out about my parents.

"What did you have to learn that they kept you in a room for a year" Louis asked.

"I had to learn how to walk and talk again and read and write and a lot of other things" I said sighing.

"Why did you not know who to do that stuff" Zayn asked.

"The thing is I was in a coma for 7 years and in those long years I lost my voice and my legs were weak and I lost most of my memory so I had to learn everything again" I stated. They looked at me with sad looks and in their eyes I could see pity something I don't like. "Enough don't look at me like that with pity in your eyes I don't like it and i'm sick of it i'v seen so much of it already" I snapped at them. They stopped and said sorry and gave me a group hug. I'm guessing they knew I didn't want to talk about how I got into a coma so they let it be. I told to much i'm regretting it they will ask sooner or later and i'm not ready to tell them about my parents. This will be though hiding my nightmares and flashbacks much harder then I thought. Well i'm doomed they will know sooner or later about my past i'm hoping later much later. They don't know I used to cut because my scars healed, but I know i'm going to go back in that state when the fans find out about me I can't handle hate because I belive it with everything my parents called me I started to belive it. I don't know what i'll do I guess i'll have to wing it and see how it plays out. My life is messed up and it's not my fault it's my parents they screwed my life up and there not even here there somewhere in a prision I hope far away.

We arrived at the boys flat and I was shocked it was so big I got excited. It was late so be brought the boxes in and put it in the room that would be my new room. It wasn't much just a gest bedroom, but we'll decorate it soon. As soon as my face hit that pillow I fell into to a dreamless sleep.

Ello everyone I hoped you liked it not much but I kinda rushed so I would get this out of the way. Anyways if I get 2 votes I will update so vote or no story haha i'm evil oh well bye!

X Kelli