Chapter 14

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Hey guys thank you so much for staying with me for so long. Sorry I haven't updated in forever, and there is no excuse really so. TODAY IS MY ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY FOR BEING ON WATTPAD!!!! Now enjoy the chapter, and check out my other books and read the A/N at the end. 

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Marissa's P.O.V.

Telling him was a mistake. I didn't want to tell him but I felt guilty. I don't know what's wrong with me. Niall and I walked around trying to find the lads. The crowd is getting smaller since most are leaving. "Niall, why don't you just text them?" I asked him getting tried of walking around.

"I did not think of that." He said pulling out his phone and typing at it hurriedly. "They'll be here soon." He told me putting his phone away.

"Alright, but can we talk about this at the flat?" I asked since I didn't want to talk about it in the open. "Of course we can." He said.

"Of course we can, what?" Louis asked walking up to us. "Talk about something important at home." Niall told him.

"Alright." He said seeming suspicious. Once the rest of the lads got here we headed back to their flat. I know I'm living there, but it will never feel like home. The car ride was silent since everyone could tell something was wrong. I didn't want to tell them about my past at all. When we got back I bolted out of the door and ran to the front door. The lads gave me a key, so when I got in I ran to my room. I locked the door since I know they'll want in. I sat on my bed and went on the laptop that I took from one of the lads. A knock came from outside my door. "Who is it?" I asked.

"It's Niall can I come in?" He asked. "Sorry I'm to lazy to get up from my bed to unlock the door." I said not really meaning it just wanting him to go away.

"Marissa remember what we were gonna do when we got back?" Niall asked. "Harry, Louis! If you say anything dirty about that line I will seriously cut off your baby making bits, blend it and make you drink it all!" I shouted.

"Aww come on!" Harry whined. "I don't think she's joking Haz." Louis told him. They talked some more then it was silence. "Wow how did you know?" Niall asked still on the other side of the door.

"Please I've been living with you guys for a month I know you guys like the back of my hands." I said. "Okay, but really come out so we can tell them." He said. "Larry don't you dare!" I yelled out. "How do you do that women!" Louis shouted. All I heard after that was laughter then nothing.

"No seriously come on." Niall said. "Come on, come on." I sang. "Sorry I had to do that." I said getting up. "Haha it's okay." He said laughing. I opened the door to see him standing there.

"Now let's go tell them." He said being totally serious. "Larry." I said in a warning tone. "We know." They said in unison. I smiled happily knowing that I won. Niall chuckled while waking down the stairs with me following. We went to the living room where the lads were. The lads sat on one couch while Niall and I sat on another facing them. Why Niall why? They all looked at us sternly. "Now before you start let me say something." Louis said seriously which he never is. "Go on." I said worried about what he might say.

"Please no PDA around us and-." He said, but I cut him off. "Whoa hold up. Louis were not dating." I said. "Well then what do you want to tell us?" He asked crossing his arms. I sighed and started taking off my bracelets. "Whoa what are you doing?" Harry asked. I ignored it and took off the final one. I held my hands up to show them my wrists. They all gasped and stared at it. I looked down having my hair covering my face to hide my tears. "Marissa why do you do this?" Liam asked.

"Niall." I said looking at him. He saw the tears and gestured me to leave do I don't have to listen. I got up and grabbed my bracelets, and headed upstairs to my room so I could cry.

Niall's P.O.V.

I watched Marissa walk upstairs and go into her room. I looked over at the lads to see them looking at me. "Niall do you know why she cuts?" Zayn asked. "Yeah she told me when I found her, and now I'm telling you." I said getting serious. "Okay so tell away." Louis said. I told them everything she told me, and I could see the lads had tears in their eyes. When I was done they were all shocked. "That's terrible." Louis said. "I feel so bad for here." Liam said. Wiping away his tears. We talked some more then called it a night.

Marissa's P.O.V.

I did it again. Six new ones. Three in each wrist. I didn't want to, but I was hurt to much today. I felt so guilty, but I never did before. What's wrong with me? 

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Why does she feel guilty? I hope you liked the Larry part since I found it funny. Now I want two things from you guys.

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