𝘐𝘯𝘴𝘪𝘥𝘦 𝘒𝘢𝘦𝘺𝘢'𝘴 𝘔𝘪𝘯𝘥

𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘊𝘢𝘷𝘢𝘭𝘳𝘺 𝘊𝘢𝘱𝘵𝘢𝘪𝘯

Mondstadt's Knights of Favonius' Cavalry Captain, Mr. Kaeya.

Often known for his charming personality, achievements, and wit. Even with the elderly.

That's me... Kaeya.

I've almost always been known for these things ever since I came to Mondstadt, but, many people don't know a lot about my past. I, personally, think that's a good thing! Not like I want them to know. Hehe.

The only person who really knows about my past right now is Diluc. But, we've not got a good relationship...

One of the only people who can't fall for my charms is Rosaria, my drinking buddy. She and I usually go to the tavern together, if I'm with her at the tavern, there's a 99% chance I'll be drunk.

I'm not sure what I'm like when I am drunk, but, I'm sure I'm just as charming! I hope.

To be honest, I'm not as confident or laid-back as I may come off as. I do hate to admit it, but I can't help the truth. Either way, I'll always have alcohol to help!

Alcohol is like a form of escapism for me, it's kind of like how that one girl... what was her name? Finn? Fish? Ah, it was Fischl, and how she uses her little fantasy world to help her. I'm not sure how she can have such a wild imagination, but I am here for it!

Anyways, alcohol let's me run from my problems. It lets me de-stress and I find it to be quite up-lifting. If I ever need a break, I can always head to the tavern and get a drink!

I've heard the people of Mondstadt say some of the weirdest stuff about me. For example, one time somebody said I wear an eyepatch because I "have a secret glowing eye under, and if I were to look at someone, they'd turn to ice." It sounds like some weird thing straight from a fantasy novel, odd, no?

Every time I am about to go to sleep, I always rethink my entire life. I'm not sure why. There are just certain things I wish I did or wish I didn't... one of the most frequent memories I have is of Master Crepus' death. I still find it pretty fascinating, but Diluc obviously didn't.

Speaking of sleep, I have pretty frequent nightmares. Usually, they're about people leaving me, nobody loving me, or/and people finding out about my past. Sometimes I have dreams of having real friends, and people adoring me. Those are pretty nice!

I'd say my biggest fear is... people finding out about my past! It would be quite a big problem for me if anyone else were to find out about it, Rosaria is probably the only person who's got a chance of finding out about it, or the traveler. I've heard from Charles that Rosaria says that I reveal my "true colors" when I'm drunk. Though, I have no idea what I've told her. I hope it isn't anything too bad...

One time, someone asked me how I manage to charm people. My answer to that question is and was, 1. Be confident 2. Act calm 3. Flirt, simple as that! He just agreed with a confused look on his face, wonder how he's doing...

I'm not too sure why I'm even writing this, but I've heard it's a nice way to cope. I just don't want anyone to see it, ever. Ah, Lisa's calling my name. I'll write more later!