𝘐𝘯𝘴𝘪𝘥𝘦 𝘒𝘢𝘦𝘺𝘢'𝘴 𝘔𝘪𝘯𝘥

𝘋𝘢𝘮𝘢𝘨𝘦

Even if Rosaria were to tell all of Mondstadt about what I told her, the damage from Jean and I's argument has already been done... I wish I never said what I said. When I mentioned in I think... the first entry I'd done, perhaps the second, that before I go to sleep I usually rethink my entire life, I meant it. I rethink everything I've said, done, etcetera. Having that argument is probably one of my biggest regrets. I will just have to wait and see if my reputation crashes and burns, or everyone shrugs it off. Hopefully the second option.

I mean, no point in even trying to go out anyways. Especially after the fact I ran here for the most part. When I was nearing the HQ I did have to stop running and walk extremely slowly. My legs do still hurt immensely. Same with my head and arms. But, I can deal with it! I've dealt with worse before. Yup, I'll be totally fine! Oh great, now my ear's ringing for some reason! This is such a pain to deal with. Not to mention, I've been feeling pretty nauseated for the entire day! I'll just take a nap and see if that helps.

Surprise, surprise, that did not help at all! In fact, it made me feel worse! Woo. Yay for me.

I looked at my night stand and saw a couple letters, both with different color seals. The top one had a mauve seal with a rose design. Probably from Rosaria, the bottom one was red, it had 2 wine glasses clanking together. Could this be from Diluc...? No, no, no... he wouldn't do that. It must be from one of his workers or something... or it's just from someone who knows I like wine! Yes, yes...

I grabbed the top letter and opened it, it seemed to read...

Dear Karma,

I herd about the argument you had with Jean. You can tell me about it, if you'd like. Also, would you lake to go for a drink sometime?

                                From, Rosaria

That was a nice gesture. I'll write her back later. I picked up the second envelope and opened it. I think this one said...

Dear Kaeya,

How are you? Your fall locked pretty hard. Diluc told me to write this scene he didn't wanna have to, but don't tell him I wrote that, he would kill me. Literature. Anyways, right me back when you can!

                                     From, Traveler   

Also, some of that word choice did not make sense, but, whatever. Maybe Jean wasn't lying... maybe Diluc did stay by my side the entire time. Perhaps he does truly still care for me.

Hehe. That's a nice thought.

I put the letter back down on my night stand, went and sat myself on my desk's chair stumbling on the way and trying to suppress the pains in my legs, pulled out 2 pages of paper and a quill, dipped it in ink, and got to writing.

I wrote...

"Dear Rosaria,

I am afraid I can not go get a drink with you. Practically my entire body has been hurting today. Not to mention how nauseated I am feeling. Thank you for the offer!

                                                From, Kaeya

Alright, time to get this other one written down. For now, I shall just suppress the extreme arm pain I am having to deal with right now.