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TW: Self harm, panic attacks

Darryls POV:

I woke up with a pounding headache. I tried to sit up, but something was preventing me, specifically an arm. I flipped my body to face Skeppy, sleeping soundly with his arms around me. Dark shades of red crept onto my cheeks, I quietly pushed Skeppy's arms off my waist. I tiptoed across the room to check the time on Skeppy's alarm clock, which was thrown onto a beanbag in the corner. I suppose it's time for breakfast. I put my glasses back on and flattened out my hair. I left Skeppy's room and shut his door softly, not wanting to wake him up. 

I sprinted down the stairs, expecting to see Skeppy's mom, dad or his sister at the kitchen. Instead, a pink sticky note was on the kitchen table.

ᴛᴏ ᴢᴀᴋ ᴀɴᴅ ᴅᴀʀʀʏʟ-

ɪ'ᴍ ɢᴏɪɴɢ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴛᴏ ʀᴜɴ ᴇʀʀᴀɴᴅꜱ, ꜱᴀᴍ ʜᴀꜱ ɢᴏᴛ ᴀ ᴘʀᴏᴊᴇᴄᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴅᴏ ᴡɪᴛʜ ʜᴇʀ ꜰʀɪᴇɴᴅꜱ, ʙᴇ ʙᴀᴄᴋ ᴀᴛ 4ᴘᴍ :)

I taped the sticky note onto the fridge, hoping to remember to tell Skeppy about this. While taping the sticky note onto the fridge, the drawings on the fridge caught my eye. They looked like they were scribbled out by three year olds, they showed four people together, happy and waving their arms in the air, presumably Skeppy and his family. I couldn't help but grin at how happy they look in the drawing, Skeppy was really lucky. Why can't my family be like this? 

I started something that couldn't end. The thoughts surged into my mind like lava from a volcano, burning my consciousness. The colour drained from my face. I grabbed a fist full of my hair and dropped onto the floor like a ball. I could feel a panic attack coming, and this time, not even breathing steadily could help. Just as I was about to loose my mind, I spotted something sparkling in the sink...a butter knife. Without thinking thoroughly, I slid my wrist with the knife, leaving a long line of blood behind. As I went for another line, the knife was flung across the room, I glanced up to see a worried but angry Skeppy, glaring at me.

Zaks POV:

I was fast asleep until I heard a quiet bang. I sat up, rubbing my eyes tiredly. I touched the bedsheets beside me, Darryl had left the bed. I ran my fingers through my raven hair and checked my watch. 7:14. I laughed at the time, 14 was my lucky number, as well as the number on my basketball team uniform.

Suddenly, a ding alerted me. I pulled out my phone from my back pocket, it was not my phone though. I searched my room and finally found where it was coming from. Darryl's phone was vibrating under the covers. I was about to check when I heard a thud from downstairs. 

Quickly, I slid down the stairs and entered the kitchen. I was petrified to see Darryl, on the wooden floor with a butter knife, slicing his wrist. A thick line of blood stained the wooden floor.  I just ran for it, tossing the butter knife away from Darryl. I knelt down angrily, pulling him up roughly and seating him on the kitchen table. 

I lifted his chin up with my thumb, forcing him to face me. His face was tear stained, his eyes were clearly much more red and puffy than last night. I took out a first aid kit from under the tea table in the living room and tended to Darryl's wounds. I lifted the sleeves to reveal more wounds. Some seemed to be old with bits dry blood around the edge while others seemed to have purple bruises around them, still swollen. It hurt me to see him flinching in pain as I put bandages around the wounds. 

After tending the wounds, I faced him again. His tears were still pouring like a faucet out of his glistening eyes. I wiped them away with my thumb tenderly and brought Darryl into a long, warm embrace, rubbing up and down on his spine, trying to calm his emotions from skyrocketing.

Darryls POV:

Should I be having this feeling? Skeppy had been hugging me for quite some time now. He made me feel like I wasn't alone, and that I had someone with me, finally not the outcast. I felt so warm, I wanted us to stay like this forever. I buried my head in his hoodie, sobbing. The rubbing on my back soon stopped as Skeppy put his hands on my waist and pulled himself away, gazing into my eyes and slowly tilting his head...  

The moment was interrupted by a low grumble, it was my stomach. I laughed awkwardly, rubbing the back of my neck. Skeppy chuckled, he helped me to a seat at the kitchen table and lifted me up to sit. Next he took out a bag of  powder from one of the wooden cabinets, pouring them into a large red bowl and mixing it with eggs, sugar, butter and milk.

Soon, freshly made muffins were taken out of the oven to cool. I licked my lips and leaped on the muffins - blueberry ones, my favourite. I happily took a bite out of my muffin, enjoying it very much. Skeppy also took one and shoved it in his mouth. We finally finished the whole batch of muffins and went back up to Skeppy's room. I flopped myself onto his bed while Skeppy crawled under the covers next to me.

"So what do you want to do now?" Skeppy asked, fiddling with the strings of his hoodle.

"Mmm, can we have a picnic Skeppyyyy?" I said, pouting cutely.

"Yea sure! Lemme go change first." He answered coolly. He hopped off the bed and started to take off his soaked hoodie.

Is it wrong to gape at your friend while he's changing? Maybe? But..it was a sight (god BBH saying stuff :O). He yanked off his hoodie, messing up his already scruffy hair. He turned to face me and I saw how tanned his body was, how refined the abs on his stomach were and how the  water from the soaked hoodie dripped down his body. 

Skeppy finally noticed me staring at him," Like what you see?" He teased.

I was super flustered, I turned a deep shade of red. I hid my face with both my hands. He smirked and dive onto the bed next to me, pulling my hands away gently and whispering into my ear," Come on love~ I want to see your pretty face~

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