Have you ever felt betrayed ? I don't even know how to describe it .. Its like someone snatched your heart out of your ribcage and started ripping it into tiny little pieces then threw it out of the window. I never expected that this day would come. The day that my sister would betray me. I always knew she had something for Levi but the never expected it to get that far. She knew I had a crush on him since that day he walked into the schools cafeteria. I was never into the bad boy persona but when I got to know him better it was like magic ... He was like magic. He had this childish side that leaves you in awe. And the best thing I loved about him was the 'lets-just-do-it' attitude that he carried everywhere. Unfortunately our friendship became stronger and I remember that night when we broke into a museum at 1:00Am together. We were having a picnic in the museum. How crazy ! But you know what ? I loved every single second of it. That night we got caught and we had to run for our lives. We took off running into the woods and the next thing I know I'm stumbling over a rock and landing on the grass pulling him down with me. On top of me. I started giggling despite the sharp pain in my back. My laughter came to a stop when Levi was staring deeply at my eyes the gesture left knots in my stomach. He leaned forward and rested his forehead on mine, I couldn't stop staring at his sealike eyes. Then without any warnings he connected his lips with mine setting my body on fire as our lips moved in a perfect rhythm. Nothing felt more perfect back then. Boy was I wrong ! I was craving this feeling since I layed eyes on him. Its safe to say that this day was the best day of my life. But you know what they say; nothing lasts forever. Today I went shopping downtown for new summer collections as summer was soon to come. I drove back home to see that the front door wasn't locked. Weird! I thought. I started tiptoeing upstairs from where a weird sound was occurring. My first extinct that there was a theif in the house so I grabbed a baseball bat. How cliché ! I was so worried about my sister. The sound was coming from her room. The door was half opened allowing me to see what was happening inside. I couldn't believe my eyes. The scene left me speechless as it gave my tears the access to speak for my mouth. Lies on my sister's bed is her and Levi half naked having a steamy make out session. Its not okay to cheat but its ten times worse when it comes from someone you didn't expect , someone you trusted! For God's sake she is my freaking sister ! How could she ? The pain I was feeling inside was unbearable. I blinked away the tears as I walked slowly to my room downstairs not wanting to interrupt them. I entered my room and packed everything as quick as possible. To be honest I don't know where I'm going but I'm sure as hell I don't want to be here right now , maybe not ever. I dragged my suitcase silently down our hallway. I can still hear her moans ! No, no please don't cry ! Shit ..I was crying again. "You're not enough , you never were " a voice at the back of my mind says. I get outside the house and walk along the pavement , letting everything sink in. I'm now homeless , hopeless and miserable. I sit down on a bench not bothering to see if its clean . I see a familiar body walking towards me.
"Hey" he says. I don't bother looking up. I don't want him to see me in such a vulnerable state. I already knew who he was from his deep voice and worn out boots. Its Harry. AKA ' the school's hottie ' but to me he's just a friend. We don't talk that much , only math related stuff as he was so good at math.
"H-hey" I stutter and it seems like I'm choking out the word. I mentally facepalm myself. Good job Laura ! Good job.
"Hey, hey , hey ! What's wrong ?" He asked , worry laced in his voice.
" Its just that --you know what ? I'm freaking pathetic but I loved him .." And that all it takes to make me cry all over again , maybe even harder. The words seem to fly out of my mouth like vomit. I wasn't supposed to tell him ! I always make a fool out of myself. Harry sits next to me and pulls me into his chest as he strokes my hair. I cried into his shirt. I stayed there for a while until I finished crying. I pull away from him immediately regretting it as the cold night air hit me making me shiver . he doesn't hesitate as he takes of his jacket and put it around my shoulders. I thank him quietly as I fiddle with my fingers.
" How about we head to my house and there you can spill everything okay ? " he says giving me one of his famous charming smiles. Its contagious , I can't help but smile a little,too. I wasn't so sure about the ' spilling everything ' part though.
" okay but first we need Ben &Jerry's and a lot of chick flicks " I joke trying to lighten up the mood. He laughs a little and says " whatever you say ma'am" which I thought sounded cute coming out of his mouth. Besides I had a thing for British accents. And that's where it all started.
