SEDUCTIVELY Dangerous | Eren Yeager x Reader

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slowly, you try to calm down at the sight of zeke's dead body. without a word, you were now sitting on the toilet seat in eren's bathroom and had closed the door.

your hand wanders to your inside pocket, where the letter was. however, only your fingertip touched it, you did not take out the letter.

perhaps because you were afraid of what zeke might reveal to you?

but at some point you have to read it.
and maybe it could be something very important.
the letter was very thick, so you thought it would take a long time to read.

you hoped that eren wouldn't knock on the door, because you wouldn't even show eren the letter, let alone talk about it.

but slowly you take out the letter with two fingertips, while your foot bobs up and down with nervousness.

dear y/n,

i am writing this letter at night because i am afraid of losing my life in the next few hours.
and i could actually fight back, but i don't really think i deserve to live anymore because i have hurt you so many times in your life....

I love you.

i love you even though i always said i hated you but i never really did. yet i know you don't love me and that's okay. i just wanted to get it out there so i could have some peace again.

but most of all i want to apologize to you. it was because of me that you got so addicted to drugs and it ruined your life so much... your life would have been better if i hadn't shown you the drugs that night.
i'm sorry. however, i have to tell you some things that i found out, so please take care of yourself.

maybe..levi wants to kill you.

do you remember that someone who was supposed to be your uncle after your parents died kept sending you money? without seeing him?

levi sent you all that money without ever really meeting or knowing you. he was just keeping a promise that eren's mother made to him back then.
why eren's mother??
because carla and levi were together before grisha came into her life.

levi, however, was just using her and it was nothing serious for him. often he had fooled carla because he also pretended to her that he loved her.

i also wanted to take revenge on levi for this, but it is already too late.. carla asked levi to send you money secretly just as an "uncle" because at that time your parents were already dead and she wanted to do something good for you

. she knew you wouldn't accept the money from her but she loved you so much.

since levi had money in excess anyway, he just said yes.

but there are still some things you need to know.
levi's parents are dead because grisha killed them.
and why?

levi's family had stolen a very valuable heirloom from the yeager family. it was a necklace that belonged to carla and she had the heirloom from her mother. a fine gold necklace with a small green emerald. it was very important to her and also of great value. since grisha had known after some time about the affair that carla had not told him about, he got her into more and more trouble and killed levi's parents. sometimes he was a psycho.

but when the police were on the trail of grisha, he just run away and never came back. carla was later shot dead. yes they said the body was not found according to the police.

because levi was the one who buried her..

i think mom already had a feeling that she was going to die soon and i feel a little guilty for leaving her alone..

eren doesn't know about any of this.
he was concentrating on his work at the time so that someone could finally be proud of him.
he also doesn't know that levi buried her and that he is to blame for everything.

y/n..

if you can, give the heirloom to eren in my name.

it is in a cabinet in levi's office room, but it is secured because he almost never leaves his office. and if he does, someone else is watching it. it will be hard to get.

i think it would do him good to have something of his mother with him. you've already seen what he does when he thinks of his mother again and misses her.

I know eren misses her every second.

unfortunately, i don't know what made levi kill her. that's all i really know about this topic. but levi wants to deceive you and kill you maybe. he said that someone else will die someday. unfortunately, i don't know who he meant. but i'm asking you to do one thing:

please take care of eren.

i know he is not an easy case and i know he has changed for the worse.

but he is still my brother..

partly i worked for him but he said it was more so that i would stand on my own two feet someday. he wanted to bring me down and make me angry, but i was okay with that.

but i know that deep down inside the eren from the past  is waiting for someone to open the door. and i think you might be able to open it. you don't have to open it.

but please be there for eren.
please take care of him because he doesn't care if he's in danger or not. he has pushed away any feelings of himself and the only thing that lifts him is hate.

and i know you hate him too...
just please keep an eye on him.

because he's not as strong as he thinks he is.
i don't want him to die because of all the stuff he eats inside.

and very important
take special care of yourself.

i hope one day you will be happy, because you deserve it.

i hope one day he will dry your tears that he causes.

and most of all i hope that soon you both will be ready to be honest with each other.

thank you in advance y/n
you are a good person, even if some trains of thought and words do not correspond to that.

may you live a happy life and may all your dreams come true, so also that you get all your answers to your questions.

thank you.
for everything.'

-ȥҽƙҽ