SEDUCTIVELY Dangerous | Eren Yeager x Reader

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Like the whole world is silent and all I see is you even if I don't want to..
even when I close my eyes, I only see you.
and I don't know if I feel hate or longing.
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you looked at eren incredulously, as if he had said something you would never understand, and slightly squinted your eyes.
why would he suddenly let you go? after all how possessive he was and how he locked you up. you were his beautiful little bird in a giant golden cage that only he could open. the key hidden all this time, but why is he revealing it now?

"are you serious? you want to... let me go?" you asked quietly and implausibly, looking into his eyes and trying to study him. but you couldn't. his face was a emotionless as always.

"yes." he said dryly but his gaze softened, coming closer to you and putting his hands lightly on your arms before resting again.

but after a great silence, he spoke again, with a small smile.

"you still haven't changed." he said with a little chuckle, which caused you to smile. "y/n, you still haven't changed and that amazes me. you're still the one who worries too much but you've gotten stronger. you've even fought the drug addiction that was eating you up from the inside. how strong you are."

eren came closer which surprised you but still you were so confused.

He was so cold to you all the time, but why did he show you this soft side?

quietly he drew in air and sighed, his green eyes piercing you as he looked at you and put his hand on your shoulder again. "you're not trapped anymore. go and get your freedom back, i'll let you go."

but you stay still.
and why?
you didn't know.

From one side you had to complete a mission, a contract to kill Eren as you had agreed with Levi. and this would already happen this night.

was this perhaps a trap? or was there really a spark of warmth sprouting?

so you clench your fist lightly and look at eren before looking up at the sky, in a cold light voice. "i can't leave, i'm not going to leave armin, jean, sasha and connie alone." you managed to squeeze out a white lie.

because how could you tell eren that you were going to kill him?

in your eyes, he finally deserved it and nothing could stop you now. everything he had done to you since the time he locked you up here was the last thing. forcing you to do things, making you cry and laughing with pleasure as the tears always rolled out of your eyes, which probably always gave him pleasure. you thought back to the first day when he dragged you into the van and since that day, everything was over. everything had changed.

it gave him pleasure to see you suffer and cry.

or?

"how can i leave them alone, eren?" you continued to say in order not to let your white lie stand out, because your decision was firm, even if it hurt.

"they were never alone."

"yes, you're right, eren. after all, you were alone."

"it doesn't matter now."

"i'm not leaving."

"what's keeping you here?" he said colder and sharper this time. "you begged for freedom, now you won't even take it?"

"jean and armin are keeping me here. also connie and sasha."

"it's always jean and armin. what's really keeping you here? just go."

"i'm not leaving, eren."

"then you want to stay here?? then stay here. but then don't cry when you don't like something, when i order you around or use your body for sex. you're very good at crying."