"i get everything, be it a dancing slut or the innocence of an angel."
Eren Yeager, the biggest mafia leader also has a lot of enemies and enviers behind his back.
And sometimes he is very possessive.
Eren also takes everything he wants.
And he gets...
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„when you are heartbroken by a person, you will feel an emptiness. this emptiness will make you suffer. you will even go so far as to do everything to fill this emptiness.
but never try to fill your emptiness with a person, because otherwise the game will start all over again until again the emptiness is caused by a person."
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bathed in sweat you wake up from the nightmare you had. your eyes were not open properly, your hair was showing in every direction and your breathing was very irregular.
first you wait a few seconds to calm down and remember the dream again. your heart is still beating fast and that although your breathing had slowed down.
a look at the clock revealed that it was 5 o'clock in the morning. also a look out of the big window in front of the bed showed how dark it still was in the morning.
probably the majority of people would now be sleeping peacefully, while others would just be thinking about life as a whole. thinking about whether life still made any sense at all and how one could have joy in life, even though things were going so badly all the time.
and that's what you thought. how can you have joy in life when everything was going badly anyway? where from the beginning no smile felt real. as if you were stuck in time and you were trying to break out. to stop time so that you can be happy again.
you are a bit startled when something moved next to you. when you turn your head a bit to the side, you see eren peacefully sleeping on his stomach and his head on his arm.
you couldn't see his face very well because of all the strands in his face, but he radiated a peace in his sleep that made your heart warm.
it warmed your heart. But the real reason was because he had radiated the peace he used to radiate back then. As if it was him from the past lying on the bed.
but it will never be like it was before.
because what has been changed once can never be the same again. it will still leave traces.
all the time you were staring at him, even though you were afraid he might catch you. but he was sleeping soundly, like a baby. He probably needed it from all the work he had on his shoulders.
running an entire mafia empire isn't exactly easy.
after some time, however, eren woke up and gave a tired "mhm". you continue to stare out the window in front of you to look at the sky perfectly. what could be more beautiful than sitting in bed and still having a perfect view of the sky, stars and moon?
he saw you looking at the sky and yet your gaze was filled with emptiness that no one could fill. and you knew that yourself.
