Tune Jo Na Kaha

6. Labon ko

Teri adao se dilkash khatao se
In lamho mein zindagi si hai
Haya ko zara bhool jao
Mere hi tarah pesh aao

When dp died dad told me one of his last words were  "damad ji ko bolna meri bailbhuddi ko kabhi akela na chode....uska khyal rakhe hamesha " and i intended to do so.  

I sat next to sushi as she read the letter the had tears in her eyes but at the end she looked at me giving me a look i haven't seen in a long time.... a look of love 

Sushi...

But she went inside the washroom as i hear the shower

She loved rains...shower was her compensation 

The door wasn't locked so i lightly open it and see her sitting down in water folding her legs to her chest ....i sit next to her... getting wet ofcourse but that didn't matter 

She was continously crying and there was nothing i could do.... i knew how she felt.... being in London when i thought I'll never see her again but i did....for sushi she would never...this was her goodbye.... forever 

I gently take her head keeping it on my shoulder 

Sushi...

But instead she just cries harder

 sushi uncle ko aacha lagega kya hi unki beti ese ro rahi h....be happy for him...he's free from the hell we're living in right 

During my therapy liz always told me to focus on positive things....i was making Susheela do the same 

Bohat dard ho raha h..she says pointing to her heart 

Lesson 2~ don't think about your pains....i usually drowned myself in work and studies whenever i felt sad 

Sushi think about something else...don't think about your pain...apne mind ko distract karo 

Nahi ho raha Pramod nahi ho raha ! 

There must be something stronger sushi... you need to...

Chotta haddi.... 

Oh no ! I knew that look.... 

Dekho sushi....aur kuch hoga.... honestly i was afraid with what she was thinking 

Please i need it... 

Sushi- 

Before i could say anything her lips were on mine 

Past experiences ~ things did not end well whenever we took this road 

But after 10 years here i was feeling her lips on mine....i have always craved for ...control Pramod she's not in her senses you are!! 

I was running short of air but she wasn't ready to leave me.... she bit my lips more than i could keep a count of 

When she finally left me i got up taking heavy breaths avoiding the shower water but she pulled me again from the collar pinning me to the wall 

My mind was very cautious until now but then my hormones took over 

I pulled her closer hands wrapping around her bottom 

Her top was totally wet exposing her ..... i was getting really high on her 

Her hands went to my tee shirt rolling it up 

I got goosebumps as her hand trailed from my chest to my abs

She unbuttoned my jeans and her hand getting dangerously low

Pramod Susheela!! 

A loud knock on the door as we part away looking at each other breathless 

Han...han mom Susheela says finally 

Beta itni der se awaj de rahi hu...door bhi open tha room ka...Pramod kaha h? 

Shit!! I sign Susheela to say outside 

Bahar! Bahar gaya h wo..

Kyu? 

Kyu Susheela looks at me 

I don't know!! 

Nahi pata mom ! 

Acha theek h neeche aa ja jay ko baat karna h...bohat mushkil se manaya h

Han...han mom 5 min- 

Tum theek ho na? 

She looks at me taking a deep breath....han mom theek hu 

Theek h beta i wait until i hear her closing the bedroom door 

Bahar jao Susheela says avoiding my gaze 

Nahi.... 

Pramod please mujhe change karne jana h 

Tum bahar se kar lo please 

Tch Pramod jao na! 

I can't..please samjho 

She frustratedly takes her clothes going out while i stand taking a cold shower 

What just happened shouldn't have happened 

And what if mom didn't come....things could- 

I thought how difficult could it be living with her... but now it's going to be hard..really hard 

My feelings towards her were like towards drugs...,until i didn't consumed it i could stay away.... but after consuming it once i got hooked on it 

Now i had a new tension to take care of 

My sexual tension 

First kiss after 10 years🤌🏻

How high will desires rise? And How awkward will things get💀

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Ps. Someone commented why is Pramod always in formals ....cause i always wrote unbuttoning of shirt cause i felt it was more easy to imagine and write.... but logically thinking nobody is always in formals...so here's him in tee shirt😂🤌🏻