Tune Jo Na Kaha

27. Tujhe bhula diya

Dol pal tujh se juda tha,

Aise phir rasta muda tha,

Tujh se main khone laga,

Juda jaise hone laga,

Mujh se kuch mera

How would you feel that after waiting for years for me i married some total stranger out of the blue?  Susheela asked me 

Susheela what- 

I'll tell you every Pramod just please don't leave me she was crying 

Susheela = crying = rare ....something was breaking her was it just me ? 

Sushi... I'm sorry i should have listened to you first...it's just 

Pramod i get it! But you took time to tell me everything right? I trust you more than myself Pramod...i just can't express myself and I'm so stupid i ruin everything! 

Sushi... no you're not stupid...and okay I'm listening...tell me everything okay? I lightly kiss her hand making her sit on the bed 

4 saal pahle..garima ki shadi ke liye wapas gai thi...tab mini aunty se mili...unne bataya ki tum London me hi rahoge..wapas nahi aa rahe ho..and that broke me 

I never realized that things would reach to her this way...i lied to mom mostly about being happy there...i was happy but not ...completely....but she was always so worried about me that i had to lie 

She said you're settling there....with friends..girlfriends... which i know now... but i just thought you forgot me and i was hurt...i was angry and that turned into...

Hate.

I started drinking....and hooking up with boys after coming back...i had this whole wild thing going ...had one night stand 

Vivaan right 

Ye..ah..i didn't know him back then...and i was so drunk that i don't even rememberit ..but 3 days later on set i saw him again..he was my next co star

We got closer over the time while shooting as friends...and i was a addicted person then..i used to drink on every weekend till i pass out ....and vivaan helped me out before it was too late for me... after the shoot was over we decided to stay friends 

Then one day he just said he liked me...he wanted to date..and i freaked out....but i said yes

We went on some dates cause usually we had different schedules....but we met often in parties and hung together 

Then...one year ago he proposed me ...he said he wanted to marry me...he loved me....and i said no

I wasn't ready that's when he asked about you....chotta haddi...so i told him everything....and he said he'll wait ...he'll wait for me to move on and i married someone else....

Ohhhh that was all it about 

I just stayed quiet 

Goodnight Susheela 

Kuch bologe nhi? 

Nahi

I needed some time to think 

Will Pramod be okay? 

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