Kakashi x Reader

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A/N: I usually don't do trigger warnings so this will be the only one. The following chapter will contain sexual assault so if that triggers you stop reading.

As we arrive at Shikamaru's house the smell of weed, cigarettes and alcohol fill my nose. You can hear the music from outside and there's people outside in front smoking. I used to party a lot when I wasn't in a good mental state but I can usually control myself now. I look at Yae and Obito, who are completely drunk and then to Kakashi. I've never seen him drunk before to be honest but I know that he has been, from stories. Stories of him talking to other girls and rumours about him doing stuff with them. I don't know why but I get an odd feeling when I think about him talking to other girls for some reason.

We walk into the house and greet a few people we know. Kakashi and I head over to the kitchen to get a drink, since Yae and Obito magically disappeared. Kakashi grabs a beer and so do I. "How the hell are you gonna drink that?", I ask him with his mask on. He chuckles and pulls me to the front door of the bathroom and takes my beer. He opens the door and goes in alone with both our bottles. I wait not knowing why the hell he just did that just to see him open the door again one minute later with two empty bottles. I stare at him in disbelief, "how the fuck did you just-", he interrupts me saying: "I've been doing it like that for a while, so I guess, practice...Anyway, its your turn he said looking at me." I nod and we walk back into the kitchen so I can drink something.

After an hour were both completely drunk and laughing like two idiots. I get the feeling that I haven't seen Yae all evening, so I ask Shikamaru if he had seen her with Obito or someone else. He shakes his head and continues to drink with his friends. I feel a presence behind me that's awfully close and turn around. I find Kakashi staring down at me and I can tell through his mask, that he is smirking. "What are you looking at dumbass...?", I mumble feeling my face get red. Why the fuck am I blushing he's not even doing anything. I stare at him for a while longer wondering ones again what he looks like under his mask. My train of thought gets interrupted by his hand pulling me closer by my waist. "I wonder if your face is so red because of the alcohol or because of me hun?", he says and chuckles. I try to turn my face around, when I feel his other hand holding my chin in his direction. He rubs his thumb over my bottom lip, then he looks at me, down at my lips and then back up into my eyes. Not sure if it's the alcohol or just me but I really, really want to kiss this man right now. I lean in closer and put my hands over his mask wanting to slide it down his face, until his hand grabs mine very tightly. "No.", Kakashi says. I completely forgot that we're still in Shikamru's living room with a bunch of other people. They're too drunk to notice but still... I should've thought about that. I pull back and want to move away out of embarrassment, but I feel Kakashi grab my hand again and say: "Sorry, but you know that I don't take off my mask.". Of course I know, I'm not an idiot... I just really wanted to kiss him. Nothing ever fucking works out for me anyway. I rip away from his grasp and waddle to the kitchen to get shots. I see Kiba and Shino shoting so I walk to them. "Mind if I join you?", I ask them. "Haven't you had enough y/n... I saw you and Kakashi down those beers as if it was water.", explained Shino. "Dude stop being a party pooper and let her drink man.", Kiba answered handing me a shot. Shino shakes his head but shots with us anyway. I down the first shot and feel the bitterness of it. To my right around the corner I see a blonde man stare at me but quickly forget ones I down my second, then my third, then my forth shot and suddenly...everything is spinning. I drop the glass on the table and even though everything is sort of spinning I can tell Shino and Kiba are in the same state as I am. We walk into the living room, if you can call that walking, to join the others to the music. I try to forget the fact that my whole body feels like it's about to collapse and continue dancing with everyone. After what felt like seconds of dancing I sense a hand going around my waist. I turn around quickly: "Kakash-", I stop as soon as I can tell with my blurry vision that there's a tall blonde man in front of me. It seems his hair is up in a pony tail and half of it is covering his face. "My name's Deidara", he whispers into my ear pulling me closer. I don't know who he is but I definitely don't want him touching me... I try to pull back but its useless, he's holding me next to him and laughing quietly. The man starts pushing me through the crowd up the stairs into a room. I get thrown on to a bed and feel his weight on top of me. Deidara starts to kiss me and I cant do anything. Why am I so weak? I should've listened to Shino... This can't be happening. His hands start moving down my body, I don't know what to do and I feel like I'm loosing consciousness, when I suddenly hear the door slam open.

"Y/N!?"