hyunin oneshots !

lovesick - ♠️

tw: mentions of depression, and breakups.

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jeongin was skipping through the hallways, happy as always, everyone didn't mind, they were used to seeing him so happy, jeongin in fact was happy to see his boyfriend, hyunjin.

when he got to his boyfriends class, he waited outside, he looked like a lost puppy, but when the  bell rang, jeongin immediately opened the class door, he saw everyone packing and leaving, he didn't mind, until he saw his boyfriend hyunjin packing his bag and heading out, jeongin went after him.

"jinnie!" jeongin giggled, hyunjin didn't look too happy, in fact, he looked upset and sad about something, jeongin noticed this and looked at hyunjin with a confused expression, "is everything alright jinnie?" jeongin says while raising an eyebrow.

hyunjin sighs and grabs jeongins wrist and takes him outside to the courtyard, where it's empty, once they got to a perfect and quiet spot, stood infront of jeongin, jeongin was madly confused, "innie, look, you are the best boyfriend I've ever had, and..." hyunjin felt like crying, he didn't wanna do this, but he had to, "jinnie?, what's wrong?" jeongin says while holding hyunjins hand, softly caressing it, hyunjin wanted to just hug jeongin and say 'never mind, forget it and lets go home.' but he had to breakup with the younger, it was for his safety.

"look jeongin, you're an amazing boyfriend, I love you so, so, much, but this is something that is really hard to say..." jeongin didn't know what to even think, he was so confused, until, "I'm breaking up with you." jeongin could feel his heart exploding and shattering to pieces, one by one, "jinnie?, what do you mean 'breakup'?..." hyunjin tried so hard to not cry but "I just, I just, don't have the same connection or feeling I had when I first met you..." hyunjin was lying, but he had to, jeongin couldn't believe this, the only man he would kill for, and die for, is breaking up with him?

"look, I'm sorry jeongin but.." he was interrupted by a harsh slap on the face, he turned his head back at a crying jeongin, 'I deserved that.' hyunjin thought while looking at jeongin, "the only person I loved so much, adored, admired, is breaking up with me because he just lost feelings out of nowhere?" hyunjin looked down, "so you just looked at me and you were just like 'yeah, I don't like him anymore'?"  hyunjin remained his head down, a single tear forming on his eye, "innie, i-" hyunjin was cut off by jeongin "no you know what?, fine, but just letting you know hyunjin, what you just gave me, is lovesick."  jeongin started walking away, multiple tears running down his face, hyunjin wanted to scream for him to comeback, he wanted to grab the youngers wrist and kiss him, but he couldn't, he had to protect him from her, hyunjin fell to the ground crying, he started punching the floor, he didn't care if his knuckles started bleeding and injuring, he just wanted his jeongin back.

"innie, you have to get out of your room one day!" felix, jeongins best friend says, while his back leans on the door, it's been 2 weeks since the breakup, and jeongin is a mess, he hasn't left his room for the whole 2 weeks, he hasn't even went to school, felix just comes to his house to feed him, give him something to drink, and makes sure his best friend is sleeping, he even tells jeongin some jokes that don't involve hyunjin, and to felix's surprise, it worked, he could hear the younger laughing a bit, but felix didn't care if it was only a small giggle, his best friend is actually smiling about something else.

but today, jeongin didn't eat, drink, nor sleep, he was up late all night, remembering how hyunjin broke up with the younger, and worse, for a stupid reason.