Being Draco's Cousin

Can't Have You

I was watching to loveless as my heart was breaking Jupiter now stopped calling me pet names I slowly realized shevwas slipping I put a razor to my arm as I let the blood flow out i was ready to go home I closed my eyes letting tear rush down my face when in a puff of smoke Tonks came I knew I should've did it on my other arm I saw Tonks running to me as I broke down in tears hugging mom saying she's slipping mom she's going to go I squeezed tight crashing into tears unable to breathe I just wanted to be good enough she didn't even come with the smell of blood dripping down my arm I knew it was gonna be over and it was all thanks to me Tonks quickly grabbed her purse ready to clean the blood off my arm as i screamed crashing down I felt like shit for falling for my best friend Tonks quickly wrapped my arm up as I kinda looked like vi from Arcane but with one arm wrapped I looked at mom as she said wanna go get drunk on some butterbeer? that should make you feel better I nodded as I got up getting out of the Dorm with Tonks we flew to the bar ordering me some butterbeer I thought about all the pet names Jupiter used to call me now it was over I let a tear fall from my face as my butterbeer was served I quickly drank it trying to erase the pain but it wasn't enough so I ordered two more butterbeers slowly getting drunk I let all the thoughts go away as my mom could tell I was really having a hard time She asked if it was about Ayden mostly I couldn't lie well I was drunk so I said Yep,Love is a sucker can't rip out you're own heart and replace with a new one Tonks held me close as I let Jinx take control my protective personality but she was also insane I just wanted the pain to end I was stuck with my other Personality's Onyx who was my demon, Emerald who was the horny one, Topaz who was the sweet one and amethyst who was the sassy one I locked myself away crying in a corner well Jinx took over the night

Few Hours Later...

I came out I was already in the Hufflepuff Dorms and Tonks was by my side I really missed being called babygirl,princess and my favorite sexy I slowly closed my eyes feeling woozy guess Jinx had a ton of fun I  fell asleep on the bed hearing Micheal ask if I was OK but I was already passed out it was over for me until the morning I watched as Tonks stayed by my side threw the night watching over me and skipping her missions just to make sure I didn't do anything dumb