still holding on

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by sherlockian-bakerst

by sherlockian-bakerst

Heyyyy sup' is Moffats child again XD
Sherlockian-bakerst
Greg's pov
We were loaded into the the ambulance as Mrs Hudson came out of her quarters screaming" JOHN !" Her eyes were filled with pain and devastation" oh my john,Greg what happened? "
I couldn't, I couldn't tell her she was just an old lady." Nothing,Mrs h it's just being john " I really couldn't brake it to her that he had tried to kill himself.
2hours later 3rd person
The blogger layed there motionless as his monitor beeped at a steady rhythm whilst Sherlock sat in his wheel chair grasping his lovers hand. Tears formed in his eyes as he allowed himself to cry for the very first time.
Sherlocks pov
Is this how john felt,helpless,dead and alone? Like there was nobody really there and everybody was staring and laughing at him. Did he really feel like he was so alone he had to go. Aren't I enough to save him,I try but there isn't much I can do when I'm fighting my own battles,or does he nor care. Its obvious I was going to pull threw, come on I'm the Sherlock Holmes but my blogger just lets go so easily ready to leave me crying and empty inside - so easily. Do I want to be with somebody who would throw everything away sk easily after the first hurdle. I can't leave him now ,not like this. I felt my eyes droop...good night world.

Johns pov
I woke up and he was beside me." Sherlock ?" I whispered half thinking it was a dream. I looked up to see the detectives tear streamed cheaks and blood shot eyes." Your awake never do this to Me again! " he whispered to me. "Never " I said back.
Now looking back in my final moments I know I haves lied but it's for him.... beautiful places waterfalls

I am evil I know xxx
Sherlockian- bakerst x