Love Lockdown (Sequel to Promise To Love)

Chapter 6

( Setting: Chicago)

Jordan POV~ I feel so bad for leaving Miami. I miss Keyshia so much. I could just imagine what she's going through. I've heard stories about Keyshia's father and his anger management problem. She's probably bruised up and look weak and shit. Thinking about her just makes me cry in the inside and the outside. Real men cry so i'm not a bitch. Keyshia's mine and i take care what's mine. For the past few days i've been trying to call Keyshia but her phone is disconnected. I had to reached her some way so i decided to write her.

Dear Keyshia,

It's been weeks since i saw your beautiful face. Your smile, your eyes, and everything nice. I can't stop thinking 'bout you. You don't know how much i miss you. I can't stand the thought of James putting his hands on you. But i know he probably already did. I still didn't forget the promise i made to you. Cuz i'm gonna make that promise. I really miss you.......and I love you from the bottom of my heart. Don't give up on me.....please......remember.....K&J forever

Jordan

I had so much else to say but i didn't want the paper to be soaking wet. I was crying hard from anger and sadness. I didn't know what to do. I'm nothing without Keyshia. She's so different from the other girls I've dated. She's been through so much and now she's going back down memory lane with her father. I needed to talk to someone besides my parents so I called up Daniel.

D~Wassup J??

J~Wass...up

D~You ight??!

J~No......

D~You worried bout Keyshia ain't you???

J~I can't help it!!! She probably gon be dead the next time I see her

D~Damn nigga don't talk like that!!! We all miss Keyshia but we know she not gon die the next time we see her.

J~Wait...you miss her????

D~Damn Jordan not like that!!! She was cool to hang with and that's all.

J~Ight just checking

D~So you good nigga???

J~Yea I'm good

D~Ight I'll talk to you lata..

J~Ight

It felt good talking to somebody who knows what I'm going through, not saying Macc doesn't care. I just need to get my head straight in order for me to think right. It's just hard thinking about someone you love getting hurt by anyone. I found an envelope and a stamp for my letter. I put my letter in the envelope and sealed and put on the stamp. I couldn't send it personally so I waited for the mail man. I made sure that my name was not on the envelope so I put "anonymous". Finally the mailman got here and I gave him my letter. I pray to god Keyshia gets my letter. If she does get it I'll make sure to write her often. It feels like writing to a prisoner but it's worth it I guess.