the only one ; l.jn

thirteen

junhao went to school the next day , feeling stares on her and she felt confused but ignored them .

she soon walked towards her locker with people surrounding her as if they knew something would happen ─ but the impact came when she was opening the locker 

a huge paper flew out , and she catches it before she could embarrass herself and let it hit her forehead before she started to read whatever was on the paper

' i told you i will ruin your life if you don't stay away from my jeno '

she scoffed , throwing the paper away and walked to her class while ignoring the creepy stares she got from everyone 

entering class , she sat on the seat right next to jisungs , seeing the words written on the desk 

attention seeker...

weak...

slut..

die..

loner

she sighed while placing two unwrapped tissues on the desk as it helped her to cover whatever insults she saw and put her earpods on while playing some music to brighten her mood

now playing : save your tears by ariana grande

she closed her eyes , but opened them again when she saw jeno with her own eyes closed , and it felt pretty weird for her 

but she had ignored the feeling and just vibed to the music

🏫

she went to the rooftop when it was lunch time , and poked the straw in the packet before taking a sip ─ and it reminded her of when jeno gave her the packet

it was on the first day she met them...

her first ever reliable friends 

but she didn't know why she felt guilt to leave them at all 

she didn't know why she had felt guilty to leave jeno just like that .

" maybe it's the way he says my name " she muttered and closed her eyes " maybe is the way he plays his game ─ wait i am pulling out a ruth b at this point " she slapped herself lightly 

if only my brother was here , right beside me

she stared at the necklace that had the initials p.my there ─ she always hid it under her shirt since her mother goes crazy whenever the necklace is seen

" hyung , i wish father didn't divorce with our mother... " she spoke while her eyes shined just by staring at the initials " i wish you didn't move away ─ because now i dont have any one to talk with , and i don't even know if your alive or remember me " anyone who didn't know her well would think she is crazy but she would not really mind that 

she suddenly thought of the friend group but then realised

something doesn't sit right .

why would they play around with me when they are loyal friends?

they aren't the type to betray , so how did minhee get the audio

they were with me all these days tho...

junhao's thoughts got cut off when she heard the bell ring which made her stood up and go to class peacefully .

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i got three hours of sleep today😑