I wanted to tell him everything that has been on my heart for weeks. He just sort of did it too.. But instead I did something completely different.
As we looked into each other's eyes as we so often do, this time I took his head between my hands and brought him closer to me.
He didn't mind so I continued.
He looked at me very closely and waited for my next step. This gave me the last courage I needed and so I put my lips on his. He didn't move a second and kissed me with exactly the same passion as me.
In that moment I tried to give him all the security and love that he gave me so often. I tried to tell him all the feelings I've kept to myself for so long.
His hands that were on my shoulders slowly slid down my hips and he pushed me lightly against the wall and then his body onto mine again.
We only parted our lips when the air was needed.
He breathed loudly
He stayed like that and said " This wasn't supposed to happend." Those words felt like a knife in my heart.
What do you think he would say duhh
I tried to push him away from me but he was stronger than me.
" Let me go now." I said a little to loud.
I felt tears forming in my eyes. I didn't want to cry in front of him.
I manage to push him away and just as I was about to open the door he pulled me back to him and kissed me.
I was confused.
Why is he kissing me when he just said it wasn't supposed to happen.
He stopped the kiss and said.
" You misunderstood me. That kiss is all I wanted, but I wanted to make it special. You deserve a lot more than two kisses in a closet. To be honest, I'm overjoyed that you took the first step. I've wanted to kiss you for weeks, but I didn't want to risk losing you over something like this." I was ready for anything but this.
I was ready for anything but this.
He wraps his hands around my waist and pulls me closer to him.
"It was the best kiss of my life." And he kissed me ones more.
I started stroking his neck and gently tugging at his hair.
I could hear his soft moan.
We let go after what felt like an eternity. We both smiled.
"I think everyone is looking for us." I said laughing.
He took my hand and crossed our fingers, but before he could walk out I said something.
"Let's meet in my trailer today. We'll be done by 6 p.m. for sure. Then come see me at 7 p.m.." he smirked
" I do it with pleasure."
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