I finally had the courage to ask her out and she immediately said yes. I never felt so relieved. I hope she didn't saw how nervous I really was... I hugged her ones more and went back to my trailer.
I took a quick shower and choose my clothes for the evening. It's a regular white shirt with black jeans.
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I have so much time, so I reserved a table for us two in a good restaurant. After that I read a bit if the script and play some random melodies on my guitar.
The two hours have passed really slow. But now it's time to go pick up Ama.
It was just two hours and you already miss her....
Yes I do...
I pick my car keys, closed my door and went over to hers. I knocked at the door. And there was she .
Lord she can be even more beautiful I soft gasp leaves my mouth She looks like a princess in that dress.
" Ama you always look good. But right now you're looking stunning."
I can't take my eyes of her. She just kissed my cheek.
Gosh she's really beyond perfect!
I smiled and we went to my car and opened the door for her.
Miki u never do that to anyone But she's different... Could my mind please just shut the fuck up?! But they're right
We were driving and listening to some random musik on the radio. Both of us didn't really know what to talk about. So I took the initiative.
" After dinner I want to show you a place that's very important to me. Only if u want of course.", I said a little scared that she wouldn't want to.
Ama: " Of course I would love to."
The rest of the ride we made jokes, laught and just had fun.
30 minutes later we arrived at the restaurant. I go and opened Amas door and gave her my hand so she could go out of the car. In that moment she gave me her beautiful smile and we went in.
The dinner passed very quickly. We talk about everything. Just the two of us. For a moment I thought to myself why I hadn't met her earlier.
We were back in the car and we drive to my special place. In fact I never brought anyone here. I want to tell her about me and about what she's feeling. And that's the perfect place. In the middle of the woods.
I was lost in thoughts as I hear Ama talking to me. " Miki are you kidnapping me.", she said laughing. " I'm not Massimo I would never kiddapp you... not for now. But now we need to let the car here and walk a little. It will be worth it. Belive me." " I do." We walked a little hill and there it was. We could see all of the town. All of these light and everything. " Wow Miki it's beautiful up here." " Yes it is.... after the things we talked today I wanted to tell so some things about me and that's the perfect place."
We sit on the grass and light up our cigarettes.
" This was the spot where I came to think and forget about the world out there. As you I'm divorced and for me this time was really rough. Not because of the divorce itself but because of my children. I couldn't see them for long time. I got depressed, my life didn't make scene anymore. I worked as a gardener and barely had money to pay my rent. In that time I was chose to do the cast for this movie. If I wasn't here right now I really can't tell you what I could have done.", It was liberating to tell her all that. I felt released. At the same time it was tough to remember all of that.
Ama looked up at me with sad eyes, she stroked my cheek as she gave me a hug from the side.
" Miki wow I didn't know about everything you had gone through. I can't even imagine how you felt." A tear felt down my eyes " It wasn't easy but here I am now." I looked at her, she had her hands around herself, her legs crossed and she was shaking a little.I pull her closer to me to close the gap between us, took my jacket of and put it over her shoulders.
" Here you need it more then me. I don't want you to get sick.", I said as I kissed the top of her head. She leans her head on my shoulder.
" And of everything you told me today I want to say that you are perfect in front of the camera. It's normal that you feel insecure it's your first time. And fuck what other gonna think about it. You need to feel good with yourself. You're beautiful, kind and you have such a wonderful soul. That's what matters. We both know we're gonna have to shoot some difficult scenes and it's like I said I'm gonna be always with you."
" Miki you're the best partner I could ever wish for. Thank you for everything."
I kissed her forehead ones more... I just can't stand it...
And there we are in our bubble again
It's something only the two of us understand... Something special and indescribable... I've never felt like this, but it feels so right...
