My love / san x reader

5

Time had passed and it was time to go home i was excited especially since me and san had planned to watch cory's new SSS at night. As we walked to my dorm i entered to see soobin, kai, beomgyu, taehyun, and yeonjun. I didn't know they would all be there, as soon as i entered with san kai gave me the teasing look once again. "Hi guys, We'll just be in my room call me if you need anything." i said as held onto sans arm to lead him to my bedroom. "Why can't you guys stay here?" Soobin said i immediately stopped in my tracks and turned around. I turned to san and back at soobin. "uh sure if that's what you guys want." I said.

Me and san settled in and everyone sat in the living room. The air was awkward and still everyone sat there looking at each other..."Should we play truth or dare?" beomgyu said breaking the silence. "bet" taehyun said as he clapped his hand. "i'll go first, truth or dare y/n?" Soobin said not wasting any kind of time. "truth" I said bluntly. "Is it true you and san are dating?" Soobin said as he had his full on attention on me and san. This felt weird to me, i get that soobin liked me but questioning me down was not the way to go "No, who knows?" I said trying to mess with them all. From the corner of my eye i seen san's head turn my way. "i'm going to my room now see you guys later!!!" I said as i quickly got up and went to my room as san followed right behind me. i had to get myself away from that awkward situation. I flopped down onto my bed and put my head in my pillow.

I liked this feeling a lot the feeling of being on my comfortable bed, as i took a deep breath in and out i was interrupted by the sound of my door opening. i quickly turned my head to the door to see san "wow look at you all comfy, can i get on the bed too?" San said as he smiled. i just stared at him almost about to laugh "i mean like only if you're comfortable with that" He quickly said after "c'mon" i said as i pat the bed. He jumped onto the bed and flopped on it and turned my way smiling. "you got a nice smile san" i said as i look at him. "you got a pretty face y/n" he said. i just stared at him being so awkward i wanted to say something nice back but my lips could not just seem to move. "Your bed is so comfortable y/n i could really nap in it" San said as he sense the tension between us trying to change the subject.

A few hours past and it seemed like the rest of the boys were sleeping over as well i didn't mind, 12 am hit and san immediately wanted to watch the SSS we've been planning to watch. We both got into my beds and laid besides each other, not too close though. My heart was beating hardly not because i had some sort of feelings for san but this was the first time a guy has been in my bed this way. "y/n are you excited??? I'm scared as fuck bro" san said dramatically. "You're bold for wanting to watch this at night." I stated stumbling over my words I was somewhat timid and stumbled over my words everytime he talked to me. We finished SSS and the whole time san was screaming threw every video. It was the most fun i had in a while to be honest.

"San, Do you know ari and what is she to you?" I asked out of curiosity after we sat there rethinking sss. Now that i think about it i had never asked san before she was rude and annoying as fuck. "oh, she's someone i had in the past... i'm not sure bruh i don't know. If i tell you don't tell anyone y/n." He said as his happy self turned cold. I never ever seen san like this before and regret asking the question. The last thing i would want to do was make san sad in any kind of way. "San you could trust me i swear." I said as i got up from my laying position now sitting up. "Ari she's my ex...I can't get her out my mind, no matter how hard i try i can't let go of her. She manipulates me but i still love her" San said as his eyes started to slowly form tears.

"aw san i'm so sorry, you deserve so much better" i said as i pulled him into a hug. I wasn't a good comforter at all so all i could do was hug him and let all his emotions that he was feeling come out.  I stroked my hand threw his hair as i was comforting him more. We sat there hugging each other for 20 minutes and he looked at me and smiled. "thank you y/n. i really needed this." He said. I smiled at him and nodded, I had never done something like this it was also very new to me. "We should really sleep now it's late." I said to him.

we both laid down, 30 minutes had passed and the air was weird. I knew he was still awake and i knew he knew i was still awake. "y/n do you have any extra pillows?" san asked. "no why?" i replied. "i usually sleep while holding something, without anything i can't sleep." san stated. I understand how he felt as that used to be me. "You can hug me" i said as as joke. San scooted over to me and hugged me, my face laid into his chest. "goodnight y/n" he said. My heart was beating so fast i felt like i was about to explode. I never felt this feeling before. At this point i was actually considering if i liked san. All these things that have been happening between us always had my heart beating and made me feel butterflies in my stomach.

I easily fell asleep in his arms.

THE END

(for those confused on SSS ( sss being short for spooky scary sunday) is a series that a youtuber that goes by coryxkenshin posts every sunday of him reacting to scary videos that his fans shared to him.) Thank you for reading !!!!