They say love is like a fire,you dont know for sure if it will either warm your heart or burn your house down...and it may be true in some cases.They say love is like a ghost ,something many people talk about,but never actually see.My point is that we can never be sure about love,how could we be postitive that we love someone..but never took the time to look for something better, someone we actually deserve to have.I'm not exactly sure what I'm getting at right now but I'm sure it will make sense later on.We try so hard to find someone to love,someone we think may love us back..but at the end of the day we question ourselves,did we make the right choice?I guess what I'm trying to say is that no one could ever be to sure about the person we say we love,the person they wake up to in the morning.We don't actually see the real them...their personality until after a while.We see what we want to see,what we want that boy or girl to be like...what we would like them to become.But we must accept what we can't change,but change what we can't accept.We are so eager to find the right one so we rush things,we just want to know someone is standing near or only a phone call away,someone that will be there when we fall back...so they can catch us.And there is where I made my first mistake I rushed into a relationship cause I no longer could stand seeing everyone around me go on and on about their love lifes.I wanted someone to cry on for a change,someone other then a parent or a friend,and that person taught me alot .I should have never went out with him,never said yes,never give him more chances.I wanted to believe that he had changed for once,for the better but he never did.I was fooled every time.I was decieved by what I wanted to believe.But he tought me something...NEVER to trust him.And I will never that's for sure.I think I may be to hard on him,maybe even a little guilty that I'm putting him out there,but it's not like he has feelings right?He has no respect for girls.He treats us all like crap,and we deserve way more then that.Every girlfriend he had was so nice and polite and respectful to him and he repayed them by being a total jackass.I don't have any problems toward them,but I think they may not like me as well. He took advantage of all of us and he deserved something right back at him..:) but i'm not that evil so of course I did nothing I just sat back and did nothing putting truth to what he said about girls being his pets..and I regret not doing crap to him and should have got my revenge. But you know how it ends,he always gets what he wants but one day no one is going to be there to congradulate him on once aging snatching another girl,and ruining anothers life.:) But at the end of the day I am better off without you.Cause you are not a real man,want to know what a real man really is?A real man can't stand seeing his woman hurt,he is careful with his decisions and actions so he never has to be held responsible for her pain.And that is something you are never going to be cause you caused most of the pain we did have.SO THANKS! ;D
