Regret

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One day,You'r going to look back and think about us,and wonder why you let it slip away.it's almost like you had it planned.Like you smiled and shook my hand and said, "I'm about to screw you over".I feel like every time I find the key to happiness someone changes the lock.sometimes we give all our love,trust,and time to someone whom we thought would stay with us, yet they left us with a brokenheart,broken dreams and tore us apart.I regret,regret,and regreted ever wasting my time loving you,ever letting our lips lock,ever letting you get to know me.If I would have known this would happen I would have never asked Deja to let you join us while we were walking,do you remember? That was the first time we met one another.Deja and I were walking around the hallways,during fcat testing(we were suppose to be at lunch) but then we saw you coming out of your class next to mr.trachtenberg's and I asked her to invite you to come walk with us and then we became friends.I wish i could reverse that time and never even noticed you.I believe I was much better off before I met you.It's funny though,because after everything we have been through,you still got up and left without hesitation.Left me, with tears running down my cheeks.I swear I could have drowned in my own tears that night,not like you would care.You leaving me I would have never pictured.We were so good.One hell of a mixture.But karma's coming back to you.And while that's happening,I hope you think of me.And how happy I am now.:D And I hope it kills you to see that I'm happy even if I don't have you,cause I do not need you.I can't even express how much regret I have for meeting you,for ever telling you and showing you that I have no endless love for you.You made my life a living hell while you were here,and I'm so glad your out of it.And I really hope you do read this cause maybe it will make you so pissed off that you would try to change,so then you could rub it in my face and make me stop saying so much BS about you...NAH I think even after that I will say things regardless.Why not cause pain for you the same you did towards me and many others?I thinks it's fair.But just trust this I am still regreting that day and I always will,but I'm fine without you! 

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