Chapter 4
m&h
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Ever since harvey mills moved to my school I instantly gained a crush on him... like every other girl in the school. he was just so handsome and funny but he was such a manslag, he just slept around all the time and called himself a "legend" but if a girl did that he would call them a slag? mhm. I was the only girl who never fell at his feet begging for his attention. yeah I liked him but I wasn't that desperate.
Madison...I loved her, not just a silly little crush, I loved her. Even though I don't show it, she's my favourite... and she's the only one I genuinely get nervous over...but she just sees me as a fuckboy... truth is life is tough at the moment. My dad is an alcoholic and favours max. I get beaten by him all the time and I guess the only things that help me is drugs, cigarettes and sex. and that's how I fucked up with Madison. She's innocent and I'm not. i guess just that's the way things have to be.
