[DISCONTINUED] I Wanna Be Yours || A LogdotMU fic

Chapter 5: Is he all alone?

(Tw: Blood?)

[Jasons POV]

I froze in shock to see Tyler lying down at the floor. His workers was shocked as well

Tyler rushed to the hospital, his head bleeds and he got a shot near to his chest. Parker and i just got a first aid and they removed the bullets. I can't move my shoulder. If i do, it just aching in pain

"I failed to protect him once again" Parker mumbles

What does he mean by protect

He glanced at me

"Do you think, he will be fine? The last time he got in the accident, he can't walk for a month"

"As long as i remember, he is a strong person who never feared anyone and he tried to fight whatever it takes"

He sighed and glance away

"I known Tyler for years now, he never been the same as before"

He clenched his fist

"H-he's just... Lonely... And sad... For all this past... Years"

I patted his back "You did a great job to care too much about Tyler" i smiled at him

"He felt like a nobody this past months... I just hate to see Tyler sad... I did everything to make him happy"

Those words hitted me like a bullet as i reminisced

"Tyga. Tell me who made you sad?" i spoke

He just frowned at me and still looking at the nothingness

"You can vent your feelings to me though. I will listen to any problems you had!"

"I-its complicated Janson... I would rather not to talk about it than being judged" he looked at me with fear on his eyes

He lean closer to me

"Would you promise, you won't ever leave me?" He rest his head to my shoulder

"I won't leave you behind" i run my fingers to his hair

Tyler is the type of person that always blue

He quickly got up and walk away

I just stay where i sat in and lay my head on the wall

"Have i protected Tyler once? Did i became more sincere about my feelings for him?"

But there's one thing, one thing that urged me to love him again.

I quickly got up and ran towards to Tyler's room

I saw doctors coming out, so therefore they checked him
Seeing his parents in his hospital room, i just waited them to flee so i can see Tyler again

I sat down on a chair and not long enough i fall sleep

I bolted awake when someone shakes me

It was his mom

"Hi young man, why are you sleeping here?" she asked

"I-i j-just wanna see Tyler, but... You guys are there" i stutter

"Are you the one that Parker told us, to check Tyler daily?"

My eyes widen after hearing it

"Are you Jason Probst??? The one Tyler called Branson?"

I nodded

"Just take care of him" She hugged me "He's in a coma, the doctors told us after a week or two he will be moved to his house for good"

"i-i will. D-don't worry about it m-ma'am"

"You can just call me Aunt"

AFTER 2 WEEKS

I stayed at Tyler's side for a week. Seeing him in this condition, hurts my heart

His house was a mess...

Pills all over the coffee table.

Worn clothes.

Albums not piled together

Some glass shattered into pieces

I looked at him, And rest my head to his bed

Seeing him having a nightmare, i just hugged him "Tyler, Just wake up already. I miss you so much" i cried

Tears flowing to my eyes, there is a heavy feeling to my heart, and i dont know what it is

As Parker and i talk thru phone calls, he mentioned Tyler got recent mental breakdowns, a crippling depression and keep isolating himself

I blamed myself being a worst friend, and a worst lover

I will save you Tyler, i promise that to my self i wont leave on your side