[DISCONTINUED] I Wanna Be Yours || A LogdotMU fic

Chapter 6: Trauma Haunts Him

[Tylers POV]
I felt something was wrong, i tried to stand up but i was locked up in a Dark, small and enclosed room. I vividly remember this place.... This is where i got abducted and abused when i was a kid. I tried to yell but i couldn't, the memories i kept locked on my memory vault starts to come back... Haunting me for the 4th time... The door slowly opens, a figure starts to walk towards me, he was holding a leash

can i be free? why does this keep happening to me? when will this stop haunting me?

this dreadful feeling starts to overflow with my mind, keeping me tortured....

i wanted to see the light, wanted to be saved by someone who could help me

i bolted awake, my heart was pounding fast. my vision starts to fuzzed. i tried to move my leg, but it starts to hurt... I look around and saw Jason Sleeping at my bedside. I run my fingers to my hair and leans at the bed board. I looked at him, still mesmerized to his face even though its been roughly 7 years... "What am i thinking.... i didn't like him anymore" i whispered to the air

i think it's been a minute or 2 since i start staring at him... Why he's so much handsome than before

Jason starts to wake up and stretched his arms into the air, Knowing I'm awake
"Good morning Tyga" He yawns
"How's your month sleep?"

i was flabbergasted about the 'Month sleep'
He didn't mean that? Right??

"What do you mean a month sleep?" i asked
"Remember the time we met again? that was a month ago now, Tyler..." He gave me a bitter smile that made me suddenly tear inside
"don't worry, everything is ok when you got into a semi-coma" He throw his arms and hugged me

"I'm just glad you're awake now" My body tensed up at first but it starts to relax over time
"I'm glad as well that i don't need to fought the demons at my sleep by now" I chuckled

I didn't track the time when he hugged me, i just let him to hug me until he finally let go
"I'm going to make a breakfast for you Tyler" He got up to my bed and left

"Is that a great news?" I thought to myself
So many thoughts rushing to my mind right now, overwhelming me to this situation "How could he know what was I'm going thru right now?"

what if he's the person who could save me from the cold? What if he hurt me the way he did to me before? Does he even care?
i tried to wipe my tears, but these tears starts to stream as i tried not to reminisce the trauma haunts me again
"N-not again... N-not th-this time"

Why everything hurts? why do i need to suffer from the past