WILD THING

♡ | MARINA & AND THE DIAMONDS | ♡ CHAPTER 1

'All I ever wanted was the world.'

I worked my whole life to be in the spotlight; And now here I am.

The primadonna life and mentality is simple --- you work your whole life for the crown and you live for fame and adoration. I'm accustomed to playing the starring role. It's become part of me.

I find that every girl is completley obnoxious and self-centered. That's what makes us girls.

We live on compliments and attention; well not all of us.

I actually love portraying Electra Heart, she's a complete bitch and I think every girl has an inner-bitch. But, it is important to understand that representing a character does not mean you become that person. I am not Electra, I am Marina.

Electra is just a personality; one of many. Truth be told I always feel like someone else. I often find myself switching between characters. This is not a case of Mutliple Personality Disorder, trust me I've been tested. Sometimes, I find it easier to exist or live through the personalities of a : Housewife, Beauty Queen, Homewrecker, Idle Teen. But, I am Marina; the characters I create are mostly for artisic purposes. I have not yet gone mad -- thankfully.

But, enough of my meaningless chatter; I'm Marina, from Marina and The Diamonds and I reside in London, England -- The land of the posh. I don't necessarily consider myself as 'posh' but, I've grown accustom to the luxuries fame brings.

Most people in London think I'm a nobody but, I beg to differ -- Correction: Electra begs to differ.

Enough of this nonsense.

I currently sit in my house and I'm on Twitter. God, these people are stupid. I don't tweet, I rant. It makes me feel better and I get alot off my chest. Mostly, anger. I am not an angry person, I just tend to sound sarcastic in my tweets. Nonetheless, twitter can be entertaining when you follow the right people. But, blogging is also very fun. Twitter & Tumblr are maybe the only social-networking sites I roam.

Facebook is just not for me.

Anyways, As I mindlessly scroll through my newsfeed I stop and read this tweet from Lana Del Rey : ' SHE LAUGHS LIKE GOD, HER MIND'S LIKE A DIAMOND.'

Lana might be the only woman I am most jealous of. She's a beautiful girl with a very genuine personality.

Hmm, maybe if I tweet her, she'll respond and we can become best friends. I don't have any friends, but Lana can be an exception. Should I? What if she thinks I'm some incomptent bitch?

'Oh, Shut Up Marina! Just Do It!'

I took a deep breath and began to type. How can I say this without sounding like a complete cunt?

Hmm...

'Hi Lana, I'm Marina and I am absolutely in awe of you. You've accomplished so much artistically and personally. I'd love to talk to you about music and art; that is all. Have a wonderful day! '

xx

Oh god, I hope she doesn't think I'm a pathetic little fangirl.

I got up from my seat and went to fetch myself another glass of lemonade. When I pop back into my seat I have one reply from -- LANA?

Holy Shit! She responded to my lame tweet!

" Hey Marina! You're a sweetheart, you've made me blush with all these compliments. Marina, you are so talented, I'd love to correspond with you, maybe we can meet up and talk. Message me and we can exchange numbers. Have a good day sweetie! ♡ "

My day has just gotten immensely better.

'Wow, there's hope for you, Marina.'

Maybe, now my tiresome life can get alot more exciting.

I need to take a break from Electra. She brings out the god-awful bitch in me.

People often ask her: " Electra, are you for real?"

And she always replies : " Through others we become ourselves."

END OF CHAPTER 1