CHAPTER 5

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Later that evening, Tessa lay in bed and tried to read, but

she was restless. She'd been a real bitch to Micah. After all,

he'd just been trying to help. Tessa knew that, but the ache of

disappointment over the failure of her attempted implant still

haunted her. Insurance did cover a lot, but she knew Liam

had shelled out money they didn't have to help her hear again.

She'd gotten some offers for endorsements along with her

gold medal, but Richard had discouraged her from anything

that took away from her skating. He'd said there would be time

enough for her to make money later, but that time hadn't ever

come. She'd lost the opportunities in order to be Richard's

personal star. She regretted so many things she'd done, how

she'd handled her post-Olympic years. All of that time, all of

those offers wasted on a man who hadn't been worth it.

I was so your and so ignorant.

She sighed as she thought about her failed cochlear im-

plant. She'd had her hearing again, even if things did sound

different with the device placement. Her hope had been to get

the other ear done and have her life fully restored.

That had never happened.

Instead, she'd been submerged in a soundless world, the

same place she'd been living before the implant. Sometimes

she was convinced that it was better to never have the ex-

perience again, to be satisfied that she was safe and content

rather than experience that kind of devastation. She'd plum-

meted into a depression that had nearly swallowed her whole

after the failed implant. it had been the final knockout punch

after her parents had died, and it was a place she never

wanted to visit again.

Granted, she would probably handle the situation better

now. A lot of her heartache was resolved, but there was still

a wariness that she couldn't shake, a desire to protect herself

from falling down so far she couldn't get up.

Tessa shuddered and tossed her book on the bedside

table. Shifting the covers aside, she got up, knowing she

wasn't going to sleep anytime soon.

She was already taking a chance by even attempting to

perform again. There was every possibility she could fall on her

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