day three(pre-t)

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well.

i wanna cut my hair.

like really badly.

BUT
I HAVE CURLY HAIR

AND I HATE MY CURLY HAIR
SO I STRAIGHTEN IT EVERYDAY

BUT IF MY HAIR IS SHORT I WONT BE ABLE TO STRAIGHTEN IT😭😭😭😭

but i mean

i guess i can live with curly hair..

i just have to stalk pinterest and find curly ftm hair that i like and that has the same curl type as me.

BUT FOR NOW

LET ME SHOW YOU THE ORIGINAL HAIR I WANTED BEFORE I REALIZED THE WHOLE CURLY HAIR THING

LET ME SHOW YOU THE ORIGINAL HAIR I WANTED BEFORE I REALIZED THE WHOLE CURLY HAIR THING

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like look at it ❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥😍😍😍😍😳😳😳✨✨✨🥵🥵🥵🫦🫦🫦💗💗💗💞💞💞

anyways

here watch this masterpiece of a vine

OKAY
HELP

I HAVE A FRIEND(?) BUT I KINDA WANNA DROP THEM CAUSE I FEEL TARGETED AT A FEW THINGS THEY SAY (using they/them) pronouns cause i don't wanna give away who they are) AND I THINK THEYRE GONNA DROP ME AT SOME POINT

oh well

sorry about the vent..

someone complimented my doc martens today❤️❤️❤️❤️

and then the cashier guy said he liked my nail polish colour❤️❤️❤️

and my new friend liked my slythiren ring❤️❤️

and a kid in my bus group smiled at me THREE TIMES❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

i felt so special:)

anyhow
i felt pretty masculine today.

so that's cool ig.

i also had three cans of monster..

MIND YOU IT WAS MY FIRST TIME EVEN TRYING IT CAUSE MY PARENTS DONT LET ME DRINK IT

but i didn't feel any different so that's why i bought two more after the first one.

but um i saw a bunch of really pretty guys and my dysphoria hit

i wanna be pretty in the way guys are pretty

and i wanna be a guy so i can dress really feminine.

yk like skirts and croptops and knee high socks and stuff.

but nope

i'm too fat for that shit.

okay

i talked too much about my day today.

sorry mate.

cya losers

5/20/2022

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