a line without a hook

wish it were different。

  It was no different from any other day,wakeup,brush his teeth,take a bath,get ready for school,walk to school alone,get ignored......don't exist.

As much as he wishes things were different nothing's ever going to change.it was just meant to be that way.

  Even if he was an omega there's wasn't anything special honestly.except for the unwanted rapy affection he got on a regular basis or the not so sweet compliments he got from street urchins on his way home or the uncomfortable and frequent catcalls he got from old or middle-aged drunkards on the streets.Then he'd guess lifes been pretty baseless as an omega.

He couldn't be loved at home,in school or have simple peace and quiet while walking himself.

'Life's been pretty great for him actually'.

Always going home to a happy family waiting for him with dinner at the table.

Always recieving sweet compliments from his friends and teammates.

Always feeling appreciated.

Having a mom who is sober 24/7. Someone who wouldn't dare to even take a wiff of alcohol.

A father that's always there.

A brother who was always around and treated him with love .

It is a perfect life actually.

One any other 16 year would love to have.It was sweet... or would have been if only these things were actually real.

That was very ironical to say the least.Nothing in his life was going great.As u guessed it right everything was about the exact opposite.

Always going home to nothing on the table except for the lingering scent of smoke, emptied out beer bottles and  broken glass.

Always going home to find a brother who is never around.

   To the frequent loud noises, curses and bickering from his parents.From his father shouting at his mother over the phone telling her to quite drinking then his mother talking back screaming at his father of how she wouldn't be in this situation if he would just behave like a man for once.

Sometimes these arguments even got physical and then transfers to his mother taking it out on him out of spite.

  Sometimes Atsumu just wishes the two didn't even have him in the first place.Why bother having children if they knew their relationship wasn't stable,it was so selfish of them.But not once did Atsumu ever hate them for what they did to him.

Even after all the physical and emotional abuse he still loved them both very much cause to say the truth it wasn't always like this.

  There was a Time were all of them were happy, smiling, talking, comfortable around eachother.But like people do say nothing lasts forever even though he wished theirs did.I guess his prayers weren't answered.

Even if he didn't hate these people he still wished certain things weren't how they were.Maybe if he had different parents it would all have been better.

Sometimes he'd wished his older brother osamu was there for him or he didn't always have to take care of himself and his mom all the time.

He was just 11 when he was forced to grow up learn things on his own.

He was 13 when he started experiencing changes in his body with no one to tell him what these things meant.

  Even with a trashy set of parents his father still cared for him to some extent.His still knew how very important education was so he was the one who put both him and osamu in school.