Epilouge
~16 years had passed~
Jeremiah died the same day na umalis ako sa ospital. Sabi sakin ni tita daye na alam na talaga ni jeremiah na hindi na nya kayang lumaban pero ginawa pa din daw nya yung best nya para daw kausapin ako nung gabi pero deep inside daw ay feeling nya hinahati hati na sya.
Thinking of those things is just making me feel so worthless. I should have stayed that night. Hindi na sana ako umalis para madamayan ko sya. Wala akong kwentang girlfriend.
Nung araw na ililibing na sya was the worst part of living here in earth. Seeing him for the last time lying in his coffin lifeless is just so depressing.
Paalis na kami nila nanay at tatay biglang lumapit si tita daye at tito vince samin at inabot sakin ang letter na gawa ni jer jer sakin.
" To my dearest wifey,
Hello! I know this is lame cause i can't come up of anything to say. So lame hahahaha!. But i just want you to know how much you really mean to me. Well all I can say is you mean the whole world to me. And being with you was the best there is. Staying by my side till my last day is all I could ever asked for.
I'm sorry for keeping my cancer a secret. Cause I don't want you to worry about me too much and I don't want you to get so stressed about me every time. I'm sorry if I can't fulfill our eternity goal. Finishing our college together finding our own home getting married having a family and to have our eternity. Well maybe we could have our eternity in the next life cause all I know is that even in the next life it would be you. I'll search the whole world to find you.
I will always love you wifey, I know that you are crying right now I'm really really sorry if I can't wipe off those tears. Damn it wifey I'm really sorry for not telling you everything but I love you I really do. I wish I could be by your side right now hugging you and wiping off those tears. Your crying because of me how stupid of me. I love you wifey I will always be loving you. And I'm sorry. And this is going to be my last HELLO. I love you for eternity my dear.
From the stupid guy who made you cry right now:
Jeremiah Salazar."
Stupid right. Tawa iyak na lang ako everytime na binabasa ko yung letter. And now i'm here in his tomb saying my goodbyes cause i'll be leaving the Philippines tomorrow morning.
"Alam mo na ngayon kung gano ka kadaya ha? Ang sarap mong batukan ngayon alam mo ba yun." Para kong tanga na kumakausap sa puntod pero wala akong pake yung taong mahal ko naman ang kausap ko.
"So this is going to be it hubby? I'll be leaving tomorrow morning to fullfil our dreams. I know you are watching me right now and i know you are so proud of me."
I closed my eyes and i looked up in the sky. Biglang humagin and that is the sign na andito nga sya.
"Loving you was the best thing happend in my whole life. You were the best thing there is I never knew i could have a life like a fairytale. And now this will be our official eternity my dear thankyou for loving me and thankyou for our eternity I LOVE YOU hubby see you on the other side." I smiled weakedly. "And this is going to be my last hello. I need to get going hubby i need to pack my things pa." Tumayo na ko at nag pag-pag ng pants.
"My last good bye and my last HELLO hubby" i looked down sa lapida nya and tears started falling.
I took a deep breath and i closed my eyes as i walk towards my car.
"Hello wifey". I stoped instantly and i looked back.
And i saw him standing there waving and smiling at the same time.
I closed my eyes and as i opend them again no one. No one is there standing and waving.
And maybe that would be our ending ....
And that is our Last HELLO.
