KiriBaku Oneshots

Happier

AU : 2nd year
Type : Angst

Bakugou's POV

'Stupidly cute dumbass..' I think to myself while sitting in my dorm. I've been pining over Kirishima ever since the middle of the 1st year I went to UA.

'His smile is so fucking blinding. It's like the sun and I fucking love it so much.'

I've been wanting to confess for a while now. I mean- I think he likes me. Who wouldn't?! I'm the best person to have a crush on out of all the extras here. I'm pretty confident that Kirishima likes me back.

After a couple seconds I finally get the courage to tell him I like him, so before I pussy out I quickly get off of my bed and swiftly walk over to my door.

"Okay Katsuki, just tell him how you feel and I'm sure he'll like you back." I whisper to myself. When I was sitting on my bed I felt way more confident than I do now.

I open my door and walk to his dorm, luckily, he lives right next to me.

I knock on his door and I hear a bit of shuffling before the door opens, but only enough so I can see his adorable face sticking out of it.

"Oh- hey Bakugou! I'm glad you're here, I actually have something to tell you!" Kirishima says and opens the door all the way, only to reveal raccoon eyes sitting on his bed.

'Why is she here...' I sigh quietly to myself after realizing I can't confess now.

"What do you have to tell me shitty hair?" I say, just a bit louder than a normal tone.

Kirishima smiles that beautiful smile of his and I feel my cheeks go slightly red.

"Well.. Okay so- me and Mina are..." He whispers the last part.

'What about him and pinky?.. Are they- no. No way.' I quickly get that thought out of my head. 1, because I don't wanna start crying in front of them. And 2, no way.

"What is it? Spit it out!"

Kirishima sits on his bed where raccoon eyes is and grabs her hand while smiling that smile I love so god damn much.

'Wait- why are they holding hands?!' I feel tears threatening to run down my face at the thought of Kirishima dating someone else.

"We're dating!"

I freeze.

I stand there, in shock, wide eyed. Mouth wide open.

I feel something wet run down my cheek and I put my hand up to feel what it was. I touch the wet liquid and figure out that I'm.. Crying.

"Woah!! Are you okay Bakugou?!" Raccoon eyes yells, probably confused because I'm crying.

".. Huh? Yea I'm just- happy for you?.." I finally get something out of my mouth. But it sounds more like a question than a statement.

"Oh! Hah! No need to cry for us bro, it is amazing though! Don't worry, I'll still hang out with you man! Kirishima laughs and gets up to punch me on the shoulder playfully.

I laugh with him, just, my laugh sounds more forced. I don't think they noticed though.

"I- I gotta go, I wanted to see if you uhm- wanted to hang out later, but, my mom wants to go to dinner with me" I manage to get out once again.

'God dammit! I stuttered just like stupid Deku.'

Kirishima and raccoon eyes both just nod at me, both of them smiling.

I quickly turn to get out of his dorm and make my way back to my dorm, only to lock the door and jump onto my bed, ready to let my tears loose.

Before I start crying, I grab my phone and turn it on. I go onto my music app and press on my 'sad' playlist.

Yes, I have a sad playlist.

I turn the volume up all the way and put it next to my pillow. I lay down and stare at the ceiling, allowing the tears to fall faster than they were before.

'Why.. I thought he liked me- how am I so fucking stupid!? I just- I should've confessed sooner and I might've got to him before she did!..' I think to myself while my quiet crying turns into slightly louder sobs.

I shift in my bed to lay sideways. I close my eyes and I keep crying, the tears making my sheets and pillow wet.

"Why her.. I ju-just... Is she better than me. Does- does she make you smile. Does she make you laugh. Does she comfort you when you're sad..?" I mumble to myself through sobs.

I stay there, on my side and curl up into a ball and start letting my quiet sobs turn into loud, scream like sobs.

"Are you happier with her?!"

797 words

A/N : Heyo! I hope you enjoyed this. I know it's not good angst but it's something!

-Cupid